That might sound like a simple answer by not beating yourself over it, Amber but actually it was a big deal for me. You realize it; I have had to do that, too but it just took a longer time to get there. Being an Aquarius we have to go through this longer division process to get where a normal person would just accept it. As my ex used to say she wasn't super woman I have had to come to accept that I am not super man. As one writer once said; I can't remember who, "Cut me do I not bleed?" Which can be actually contrary to the song, "Only women bleed." If you are human you will bleed. I have had to get out of my comfort zone and ask the cognizant female residents on my floor if they have bowel movements. It came down from the new cna supervisor that we weren't charting all of bms on our asls. If there aren't any reported for a resident in three days they pumped full of laxatives until they do have a bowel movement. It kind of reminds me of a joke. This Indian chief named Bow was determined that the white man wasn't going to take any more of his land so when a white man would come up to him he would just automatically answer with the few words he knew which were, "Bow no move." So this one day this doctor came unto him and said, "How". Bow said, "Bow no move." The doctor said, "Oh, your bowels don't move." So he gave him some Ex Lax. And the doctor came back the next day to ask him if his bowels moved. Of course, the Indian only knew a few words of the white man and continued to say, "Bow, no move." So finally after upping the dose when checking the Indian each day he gave Bow a whole box of Ex Lax. So the next day the doctor asked Bow how he was doing and the Indian said, "Bow had to move because his teepee was full of crap."

lol.....i know you'd enjoy that.....

I just ended a friendship with a former good friend of mine....

Called her up to find out who won the race and for no reason, she started screaming and cussin me out. she was messed up on booze, weed, and cocaine....i just can't deal with her crap anymore.

i backslid bad with the emotion regulation.....got a new whole in my wall


And you were doing so good, too. Hey, with stuff like that happening I can't really blame ya. This morning I was dealing with this one resident who kept wanting to do stuff for me. I just had to get out of there to cool down. She kept asking me if I was mad at her. Finally, I just said I wasn't mad at her that she was mad at me or otherwise she wouldn't just keep asking me to do things for her. Of course, she will just forget it happen because of her dementia but I thought I would give her a honest answer.

Hey, ya flame. Drinking some grape soda. Just got off work a little while ago. Hope you get some relaxing, Carolyn.

Roy

I sure will. Sure got cold all of a sudden. I thought it was supposed to be Spring.

I just bawled for what seemed forever. For the longest time I didn't put it away. Just something I lived through.

Isn't ascension wonderful?

Hey. We are really moving up in the forums.

Well, from the movie even a broken coke bottle can be useful.

I tend to agree. While Coke may say that things go better with Coke that does not necessarily be true of people going better with Coke.

I would like to but busy still picking up beer bottles on my gravel road.

I think so, too. Imagine if you will the havoc of an aborigine picking up an old song by Dire Straits and listening to, "Money For Nothing."

Happy birthday, Marie.

In the movie by the same name a coke bottle was dropped from an airplane and an aborigine picked it up. He took it to his village and his people found all kinds of uses for it. Eventually the coke bottle caused all kinds of havoc. Do you think that littering violates the prime directive?

Just got a call from aredrosebaby a little while ago. She now lives in Rogers and will be able to get back online Tuesday night.

Adam was probably a good help meet himself. It makes sense to me that Eve was Adam's help meet then Adam was Eve's help meet. I mean they left the garden together. Later we find out that they had kids together. God told them to be fruitful and multiply. I think God likes children.

Spend time with friends and family.

Those are really good. Thanks for sharing.

PropheticServant, You know Adam had a name for just about everything even Eve.

Have a holly jolly birthday, Holly.

I hear that, Jt. I love traveling but moving is the pits. Aredrosebaby told me she was moving to Rogers, Arkansas. I am glad my mom is making an income from renting out my late grandma's house and property that she inherited. By doing that mom told me that I didn't have to move. My daughter was telling me that I should moved to Green Forest, Arkansas with her but I don't know I still love being where I am. I have kinda grown roots here and don't want to be uprooted.