Born married but been reborn single. Have fun with that one. Actually there was a time when I wasn't married before I got married. Technically, I guess that could be looked at as single but found that after being married and divorced twice to the same person and then a widower to the last one that unmarried is a more accurate distinction. Technically, I guess I am still single but it just seems different to me.

My mother being a widow herself and me being a widower she was telling me that Paul was okay being alone. She was telling me that I was just like my younger sister and just couldn't handle being alone. My mom told me she was okay with being alone. Of course, she goes to church a lot, too.

1 Corinthians 7:8 I say therefore to the unmarried and widows, It is good for them if they abide even as I.
1 Corinthians 7:9 But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn.

I am glad you are over that, Amber. I can remember once having my tonsils lanced when I had it with strep throat. Last night as I was talking to the nurse she told me that in our vent sessions that my rage had scared her in the past. I was telling her how when I was first venting with her that I would cuss and raise my voice loudly. It was then that we had some real debates over altruistic ideas. I was arguing how I felt over some state rules that she had to follow and in following them how I should follow them since I was under her authority. It finally got to the point that at one time that she told me that I should take my concerns up with her boss. Like me she was just following orders when you think of it altruistically in my way of thinking. I mean I would do what she told me do and eventually without fussing about it. Last night as she having trouble with rage I was telling her that she should be the calm one since she is my boss. I had her giggling so bad that she told me that I just had to quit with the wise cracks because it was affecting her job and the residents could see it. We had a good night and later I was able to buy the younger male aide who has been giving me rides to work and back breakfast. He is no longer in hell with his old live-in girlfriend because him and her have had a clean break. Now that everyone can see that he is going with the new girlfriend they can see that he isn't cheating on the old girlfriend. He has been telling me though that he gets lonely now and like me he has to push himself to clean up after himself because he doesn't have the old girlfriend to nag him to clean up after himself. He is telling me that he really hates cell phones because his new girlfriend is constantly calling him He was just telling me that he is in trouble with the new girlfriend. I was telling him in a form of a question that he is in trouble, again. He was telling me that he thought it was funny how I said again.

Luke 21:19 In your patience possess ye your souls.

Gen 2:18 And the LORD God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him.
Gen 2:19 And out of the ground the LORD God formed every beast of the field, and every fowl of the air; and brought them unto Adam to see what he would call them: and whatsoever Adam called every living creature, that was the name thereof.
Gen 2:20 And Adam gave names to all cattle, and to the fowl of the air, and to every beast of the field; but for Adam there was not found an help meet for him.

Adam had God and animals but still didn't have a help meet.

Thank you for giving me a chance to be nice. I know if I really try hard I can be nice. I think anybody who likes music can't be all that bad. Okay, so I need more work on being nice. Hey, I tried.

Good morning. Its is going to be Sunday before my mechanic can get to the car. They have him busy where I work at the nursing home as a cook. But he said he will be able to work on it, Sunday. I am still getting rides and took the guy who has been giving me rides to breakfast this morning. I am glad it was a buffet. He eats like I do.

Sonny Chiba in The Body Guard.

I just live in a two bedroom house and it really doesn't look that big until you try to clean it. What amazes me is that I am the only one who lives here. I don't even have pets and how can this place get this dirty. I am glad Michael gave me the link to the Andrew Wommack audios. I just play them and they are like someone is here with me so that my mind is listening to the audios. I had this one person just sit here one time just so I would clean. She didn't stay long though. I guess it just made her think that her own house needed cleaned. Great way to get rid of visitors, huh? One time my ex mother-in-law started cleaning in my house and it made me mad because it made me think I should clean the place up and I felt like my house was the same as me. That I wasn't good enough like I was. So every time when she came by I would start cleaning as she was sitting down. It broke her of cleaning my house. But it didn't bother her that I was cleaning. Come to think of it every time I came to her house she was cleaning. Bless her heart I still love her. Is that stupid or what?

1 Corinthians 3:18 Let no man deceive himself. If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise.

2 Corinthians 12:11 I am become a fool in glorying; ye have compelled me: for ought to have been commended of you: for in nothing am I behind the very chiefest apostles, though I be nothing.

If I am to be a fool then I would rather be a fool for Christ.

I have finally gotten back into my cleaning mode. As soon as I can get my car back I am going to have to restock up on cleaning supplies.

I have listened to all four of the audios and have really enjoyed them.

I say You look familiar. Do You come here often?

Welcome to Mingle2, EPTX.

Wishing you luck, synergized. Now you can wish me luck that my mechanic gets my car fixed, today. I have been going without a vehicle for two weeks. Found out that I have some really good friends and got a lot of overtime. But I really would like my car back. I miss it. Hopefully will be able to get my van in the shop this next weekend after payday. Since I didn't have a vehicle I have gotten a lot cleaned outside and inside of the house. Good morning, friends.

Our local school's agriculture class sold some tomato plants last year. They raised them from seeds. They were fifty cents a plant and a lot cheaper than buying the plants from the local grocery store.

I pray that God may give you and your children ya'll need, Want2B5ft.

I am glad you aren't being self-destructive, Amber. I had some good times in therapy sessions. They really can help. The guilt that I have found helpful are like a idiot light and let you know something is wrong. The place I work has helped me much with my rage. I have found that others can fell the way I do. In treatment I found that I wasn't a bad person but I did have some problems that I needed to work through. Feelings I have found are neither right or wrong and that they just are something that we have. i am glad the therapy session went well. Life is just too short to be pissed off all the time. I am glad you have family and significant others in your life that you can go to. They told me in treatment that I had to stop blaming my parents and it helped me to grow up and eventually start to be responsible for myself. I find it helpful to treat myself to things that can make me happy. I had a great day just cleaning up my kitchen and cleaning up the yard, today. Was real nice to enjoy nature outside and it was okay to be alone with my creator. I was just sitting watching this brush fire that I had made to clean up the fallen branches. I hope you have many more good days.

Its a wonderful place. Glad you dropped in.

Ha, ha. That is so cute.