So sad about your loss. We're all still in the same boat, it's getting real crowded ...

let loose a blood curdling scream that was so loud that

DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT beleive that!
It's absolute lies.
Beleive me, I wouyldn't lie to ya.
Him and me are like THAT. (holds up 2 fingers entwined together)
He is and always will be my first true love.

Night owl, since a child. @ 2 am my grandmother would get up and yell a at me to go to bed. I do love the early morning tho, yet if I get up then, even if taking a mid morning nap, my day is out of whack.
The energy of ther night seems to refuel me or I figure my last incarnation I lived on the other side of the planet.

am visiting a friend, then sorting out the sorts in my life.

smack, smack, smack.
welcome to the nut house, if ya haven't noticed by now. Lori, you have to leave, you're not here yet.

work on my home.

It's weird for me, different days, different places.

I've had people compliment me and after thanking them, they continued to post to me. Not wanting to encourage them, I stopped writing. So, on these sites, guess it goes both ways.

I'd love to see all my family, it's been years.

Perhpas it becomes easier attained by spending time alone. People today are too much in this world, and it has it's drawbacks. Am knowing that it does take time to recognize it, and work to acheive it more consistantly until it flows. Negative emotions disrupt it's flow, as stress and other worldly distractions. One of the main reasons people meditate and do yopga is to learn how to slow down so they can grasp what is there and then actively work on themselves to continue it's momentum and be receptive to it.

will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I'm 64?

Maybe, just maybe, you're being a tad too specific? Not one person can fill all our needs. The important ones yes, then our friends fill in the others.

I've driven across the US 2 x in my life, taking a month to do it once and a week another. This country would blow anyone's mind with all the diversity and beauty, so few realize it. It is so worth the trip, at any age.

time too stands still
with them
who sit at the legs of buildings
dark eyes, blood veined, caring
forgotten of those surrounding.
clothes dirty, dusty, a toothless
chargrin of decay
the world is too much with them.

Some places have single clubs. We have a singles outdoors club that I keep saying am gonna go. They hike, do day trips, all outside stuff. Look into things you like to do, then do a search in your area..

Recognize the LDS church.
I didn't realize SLC was so small. Thought with all the Morms it would be tremendous...

what store can you buy chit?

Actually, I have to have a human connection to feel that way, even if it's just once. Then I can 'feel' that person. Not in the way some of you pervs think either...

Connected to the infinite, the I AM, the creator, God, Whom Ever you call it. It's not in religion, it's personal for each, yet when attained, the same. The knowing, awe, complete understanding. To be put into words will not give it credence, as their are no words. Is that any better? Some of you Know.