What A He*L Of A Weekend I had.. And How Luck & Unlucky I am..Went Out With My Best Friend Saturday Night To see A Local Band Play Lethal Chaos,To A Bar Something I Rarely Do,,Got a few Drinks. A few Well Way To Many..And Well I Passed Out At The Bar I Fell Out Or Off Of The Stool A high One At That Since I'm Only 4ft 9in.. Don't Recall Anything After Walking Back Up The Stairs When We had Took A small Break to Get Some Fresh Air.Don't Even Remember Sitting Down Folks!! Okay Now I Have Been Told The Police & the Ambulance Was Called. I Awoke In The Emergency Room.. With My Parents & Best Friend, Who Made Sure That They Were Called.No She Was o Scared They Thought She Was Going To Be Admitted For A Panic Attack!Now One Of Main Reasons For My Blackout? Was That My Potassium Level Was 2.3 when normal is 4 to 5.. So dangerously low.Though My Potassium has been Dropping For Months Now & We don't Know Why,But Never This Low.So I'm Lucky To Be Here..

Unlucky... I kept Asking For My Now X-Boyfriend. He & I had Been Talking & Tex-ting Til Around 10:45pm I Blackout Around 11pm.. My Dad Who Absolutely Hates/Loathes Him Called/Text Him For Me Because I Wanted Him.saying I was Hurt.Call Or Text Him Back This was At 12:08am.Then My Best Friend Sent Him A Text Shortly After Then Me At 1am.Tried To Get A Hold Of Him Til 3am.Around 10am He Finally says He Gets All The Text!!But I Know From His Roommate That He was Up & home at 12am.And Also That Around !0pm He Came Looking For ME! Left A Note For The Roommate Or Whoever Showed Up there looking For Him. Now He Wants ME & Everyone One Else To Believe That HE Put His Phone On Vibrate & went To Sleep!! He Never & Has Never Gone To bed Or Turned His Phone Off Until He Knows I'm Safely Home.Now Tell Me Please Would You Believe Him ?This Isn't the 1st time He Has Failed To be There When I needed Him,But If He Can't Be there When I need Him Most. Cause Of Conflict With Family & Friends,He Will Never Be There Any Other Time. That's What I feel.Breaks My Heart To Admit It Cause I did & do Love Him. And Have Most Of My Life, A part Of me Always Will, But I Need Someone That Will Always Be There.Love Me As Much As I Love Them.Or More Give More Then They Take.Just As I would And Do,And So On..
Heather