I play at posting really personal things here but have you ever found yourself in that perfect storm moment of emotional disaster in the middle of public, you walk into the grocery store oblivious because your life is a mess you are living in a bubble and you look up and oh crap, flowers and balloons and, everywhere what the hell, and you burst into tears right there in front of god and everyone, oh man is this why I have been feeling what I have or rather not feeling the things I have lately, its freakin mother day this weekend, mom really? What do I do now?

Me too I am such a hopeless fangirl!

I look up and see a second-story loft behind me.
J A Huss, Meet Me in the Dark

sending you my prayers

this is just too good gotta borrow it thanks

really if i get one more email from firstname firstname hi pretty im john by name i wold love to get to kow u, from firestone california, is that a place? GO AWAY im tired of deleting the emails, LOL im just jokin around, not

There is a proper time and place for all questions. Truth be told I have kind of given up on the whole question and answer game. When you have spent 10years with someone, known them for 25years and they throw you a curve ball so far off base that you question what you have spent your whole life believing, a 60min date, a 6week fling, even a 6month relationship hardly holds much water in the establishing who we are and what does all this mean business. Just go with it and enjoy life is beginning to be my new motto.

because if u don't some of us might never see u

oh I don't know u ain't so bad

i had a therapist once ask me if you think the opinion
of your parents are so important... what happens when
they are gone and you are alone?