Yes, I was lonely and couldn't see the forest for the trees.

yes unfortunately

yeap, all my so called relationships

All the time!..and it sucks!

Yes and it all ends in disaster

touchy touchy subject indeed, a place of pains and heartache it be...

all people in the world are one in itself.

each stand alone.

the perception naturally first see how "any environment" effected itself???

as all did pop into an environment, not asking where and what planet, and what country, and what family, and what social class or skin color...

and environment that self popped into, was already present, so the mind naturally at first see itself as but a reaction to everything???

anything, anything, anything, that force the perception, to not see environment, as being the cause, of anything, even though it is indeed true, all the mind say that other's did, but, if this is disregarded as not having any valauble truth for self, not dismissing it as untruth, but just "not enough" truth, because self has power over itself, and nothing else does, and self but think of itself, as the blame for everything, as ONE, as nothing else having power great enough to make self do what it did, and no matter what, hold to this logic, that self make what happen all by lone self, then, self will open to itself, and the insight will be able to see, what it did not first see, that carried itself to all it's own pain...

deem it as true or not, but indeed, anything that see it as possible true, will see itself that it is so, and lead itself to never a pain, or heartbreak again....

it is indeed the great paradox of the mortal earth, but if each, and all, each human thing, believe another give it back what is not totally real, and deem it as not justified, then who was most right ever???

anything that even hear this, can feel hate over hearing the very words written here, but "WHY"???

they are just words???

because the path to greater individual power, is against resistence, of the self itself, the total "energy" of all things that do not wish to face itself, as the lone cause, as all ADDED TOGETHER, as a collective energy, a "force field" one could say, all minds being electromagnetically tied together, some calling it the "laws of attraction", and this indeed, is what make such things as most difficult to accept, for any mortal human all the same, at first is comforted thinking of the asshole's other's are, lol...

but indeed, even to see such as a possibility, erase what make any bad actually happen, as the entire universe and earth purpose, is geared toward making self strong, strong enough to stand on it's own, without the blame crutch that is rightfully so the hardest damn thing in the universe to give up, but it is surely the greatest trap for self, that lead to repeated pain, in one, and in all, as in the saying and sight, that all "singular history", must be repeating for a reason, to make the saying seen true, of grand large history as a whole to repeat itself???

but anything that rise to greater strength, that doing such things surely take, free itself to power greater than itself know that it has, but surely it is understood, the mind say go the other direction, but it be a deadend indeed...

who would not wish no heartbreak for another human thing, so deem the motive as you wish, but the pain of other's make any words surely worth it indeed, lol...

peace to peace

Oh yes-he was a blast to be with,but not good for my heart.