okay this is random but gonna share it with you all and will look forward to your feedback.

My best friend years of 19 years is getting married and she told me she invited my first "official" love who caused my first broken heart and is gonna arrange for me to catch her boquet and him to catch the garter so we have the "dance" together on purpose.

She did laugh as she told me this but I also know her and know she is dead serious. Her along with all my BFF girlfriends have always teased me because they all know how ridiculous I was and still am over this dude. So this makes me incredibly NERVOUS. I have not seen him in over 10 years yet the mere thought of him makes me still blush.

Part of me does want to see him and the other part does not at all!

UGH So fickle! And annoyed by my A Hole Friends. LOL

That all sounds very mushy and romantic BUT what about the guy?? as he moved on is he dating?? do you know if he still has feelins for you? Anna x

I have heard through grapevine he is single.

And I have NO idea about his feelings.

I know we always had a weird chemistry thing every time we ran into one another at friends social gatherings even years after we broke up. Not sure if all of that will still be there....its been over 10 years since the last time I saw him. I went in the navy and I heard he moved away for business.

I know its silly but I am Nervous cuz EXACTLY my friends are creating this whole situation which makes me nervous.

Not to mention for whatever reason about four years ago I went out with girlfriends for girls night out and got trashed and I NEVER get trashed so apparently it was really hillarious. I really do not recal the night cuz I was THAT trashed and ended up sick as a dog. But before all that for whatever reason my friends told me I started to profess my love for this guy. Why? I have no idea...at that point it had been 6 years since I had seen him. Anyhow my friend the good friend she is ironically ran into this guy at the grocery store shortly after, she says she casually mentioned me to him and that he should contact me....which who knows what was really said..... all I know is that same day she ran into him he showed up at my moms house out of the blue looking for me. Thank god I was not there and my brother did not tell him where I lived. I felt so embarassed from that and more of a reason I guess I feel SOOOO Nervous about this wedding.I know I will be bright red at this wedding. All my friends are match maker A Holes.

Anyone else have these match maker friends? Do they embarass you?

Oh God. I hate matchmaking friends. I hear, "Hey Goof. This chick likes you. I am gonna set you up with her". Grrrrrrrrrr! Or it's "Man. I know this chick who would be perfect for you. She is single, funny, hot, big boobs...lol." Grrrrrrrr! I know they mean well, but dang it man.....I can handle this all on my own.

Anyways Rae, I have been there in this same situation. Guessing this dude was your first love? If so, well, you never truly get past your first love. I mean, you will move on with your life and all, but you will always remember your first love. Maybe there is a chance to rekindle things. Maybe not. You just never know. I will say this. I know when people do get trashed....well....I believe that the truth does come out of them....that inner truth that you just keep hidden inside but that good ol' alcohol just loves to bring out. LOL! Then again, alcohol does make you say stupid stuff too. In your case, I believe you did love him, that there is still that love, but that just because you see him doesn't mean that he is going to be "the" guy for ya. In any case, perhaps a good idea here is to see him at your friends wedding and then seeing where things go. Trust your instincts. Use the force. Hahaha!

My first love was Kevin.. .....

Age 17........


Damn...

mz first love waz brittany and i waz 14 an stayd wit her for 4 ina half years

anytime you feel butterfiles is good but dont get your hopes up to high.... my money is on he is gay....LOL jk good luck

I love butterflies..and hummingbirds.

I think that is sweet.....

I love the garlic rolls at Red Lobster

Aren't they the BOMB!!!!

wow, me too lets go...now c'mon!

Absolutely!! I could fill up on those alone

Don't twist my arm...

pffft

Oh noooo! Did you step on one of those butterflies?

Anything from Red Lobster`s menu.

You guys are NOT helping