the depression is real,
can't explain how I feel,
sometimes helpless or angry or sad,
these feelings change like a teenage fad,
the change is so sudden like seconds or hours,
and I don't know why it is out of my power,
I want to sleep and never wake up,
I lie on my bed and cry like a pup,
feeling so lonely and hurting inside,
I try to act happy and make it hide,
I need to get out of this mood,
I don't like acting like I am being rude,
I don't mean to ignore or to hate,
there is just so many things on my plate,
so if I have been quiet or ignoring,
it isn't because I am just plain boring,
I have things I can't deal with right now,
sorry to anyone if I have been a cow,
I just wanted to say this to you,
depression is making me feel blue.