Topic: forever and again
CrazyBitsAsian's photo
Fri 11/05/21 05:35 PM
I don't know how you do it, claiming you still love me and yet you are content on your own.  Want me in some ways but not lose me completely.


I tried, I am trying so hard to forget the feelings and be contented with just the memories of a very beautiful love.  We must be insane, it is a shame putting this love to waste when it is almost perfect.


In some ways I want to go back and just love you like nothing has changed, in my heart, I am hoping maybe I could convince you for another shot, another try... us once more...


In some ways, I am letting this wall you built around us to come between us.  Hoping for days when you would have a chance to say, "Hello!"  Oh my happy days... they are now limited to the very few days I could exchange words with you when not too long ago, I was dancing with the stars, soaring beyond the heavens, when your love was mine, my safe haven, when there is only you and yet i am more than complete.


There is a gaping hole in my heart.  Huge void so visible when i don't have you.  I know in my heart - then, now, and always... there would only be you.  It is just so sad you don't feel the same.  You don't feel the desperation i am going through.


I thought as days go by, tears would stop, sobs would be silenced but here i am still feeling the emptiness and longing for a love that is again not meant to be... a borrowed time, a tease on my wounded soul, to my broken heart, my shattered dreams... this is what universe has brought me... sadness, emptiness, tears - forever and again...

JulieABush's photo
Sat 11/06/21 01:09 AM
Nice:thumbsup: :wink: .

smilez's photo
Sat 11/06/21 03:08 AM
Hello beautiful ladies

smilez's photo
Sat 11/06/21 03:09 AM
Hello beautiful ladies

The greatest gift you can give someone is your time, your attention, your love, your concern.

Nick's photo
Sat 11/06/21 02:37 PM
I enjoyed reading your poem, Bittersweet.

Nick's photo
Sun 11/14/21 07:35 AM
I agree :100:. Displaying all those things to someone can make a world of difference sometimes. Be blessed. :dove: