i'm sooo depressed. i weigh 163.5 and none of the weight i lost was fat. all the fat i had before i still have now, i just weigh even less than before.

actually, i jes hopped on the scale and with all my clothes on i weigh 162. took off my pants which probably weigh the most, and i weigh 161. wtf?!? THIS SUCKS!!

i hate my life.

we have to find you something that brings you joy...

are you not eating well?? you have to get some protein into your body cause it sounds like (assuming your general health is good) that you are losing muscle...

How much weight did you loose?

Hey -while it is important to be happy with the way you look "for you"--as for me- I think you look extremely Great! I dont see any fat in your pictures.

You're quite striking in fact..

when i came back from california i weighed 185. stopped working out and eating like i had been for a month and some when my membership lapsed. lost 20 pounds. was at 165. started back at the gym, got up to around 170ish. all of a sudden, catch a cold, get sick, other kind of sick (if u don't know what i'm talkin about don't worry none too much), plus a very disturbing confrontation with family. i weigh about as much as the girl i like now. and she may very well be going back to prison. not that it would matter anyway, i don't think she really cared about me very much. i guess we don't really choose the people we fall in love with.

oh man... if only i could even just get a job. i would be able to start changing my situation.

You look fine and hot to me I see nothing wrong.Your special in your own little way.

yeah i really hate your life too. dang. must suck to lose a turd that big huh.

Holy crap if I had all that going on in my life I would gain 30 lbs...

Take a vitamin. Drink plenty of water. Sleep is more important that people think and you should be getting at least 8 hours a night. Protein...protein...protein.

And relax. Go for a walk. Find something that calms your spirit and your soul.

Your body is in survival mode...and fighting for it's life because you gave up on it.

Take control back.

why the obsession??

^^^^LMAO^^^

that's very nice of u to say. i hide it pretty well. i'm not obese in any sense of the word. but when i say fat, i'm talking about the squishy parts that are more squishy than others u kno? like the pudge on my tummy, legs, lower back, most of it is there. then of course there's the general layer of fat that everyone has in their skin, but it's not conspicuous or anything.

oh i'm soooo frustrated. can't find a job, and being a convicted felon isn't making it any easier. should have titled this the "i hate my life thread". hahahaha

gonna see 'bout gettin government assistance here on monday.

Ya know

I lost 100lbs just by walking!!

have another donut

Ummm....I'm pretty sure convicted felons don't own handguns...wouldn't be posting pictures of themselves with said handgun...

Me thinks I smell BS.

Hey! Me too!!!

You look fine to me

I agree! You have a lot of drama in your life. The things you mentioned are not normal or functional.

Take control -- just say no to the negative influences -- and get back to a healthy lifestyle. Don't let anything near you that is going to detrimentally effect you or bring you down in flames.

LOL walking is da bomb! Took me over a year but I'm up to 3 miles a day

Never really changed my eating habits

Frick the gym. Walking rules!!

I started out at 243...I started walking 3 miles a day and eating 1300 calories a day...and in a year...VOILA...100lbs went POOF.

I still walk 3-4 miles a day...and I'm even up to running some of them now...but I cheat. I eat whatever I damn well please! hahahah

I am a personal trainer (own my business) and I eat clients that this for breakfast. I don't allow them to whine or self-loath. You don’t have to join a gym to work on your body. Push ups, pull ups, dips, running stairs, etc, are accessible at most parks or high school track fields.

That being said – I don’t think your body is your problem. You seem to have esteem and emotional issues. “I hate my life?” That is not a good sign.

As said before, take control. Start with one aspect of your life, make corrections, and then slowly take another aspect to fix. DON'T continue ramblings like this though. You are sabotaging yourself.

Be mentally healthy! I wish you the best.