yes I'm thankful for a job
and a vehicle to get me there
I'm thankful for my Savior
and tell Him in my prayers.
I'm thankful for my kin folk
spread both near and far
And yet life feels so empty
like its missing every mark

I'm trying to work on disciplines
to get things into line
but then the emptiness hits me
and I just stop and wonder why
The walls are closing in
just don't know how to get outside them
work, home, church, work, home, church
repeat ad infinitum

No one sees, no one but God and sister cares
Ok I'm done whining for now..
back to saying it in prayers.
What is the purpose God?
What is the plan?
Will I ever again have a good man to tenderly hold my hand
Or even a girlfriend with a kindred mind
to hang out with and just kill the time.
Or am I just to serve and depend on you to
fill the incredible void that lives where my heart once was?

THank you sweetie

So honest.
*applause*