Nothing but respect brother....

Thank you for the advice folks!

Krupa, please don't get me wrong, I am NOT looking for someone who is perfect physically. I was only saying that with those early warning signs, it might just be best for me to back off and continue trying to find the right one ya know? I have never been a fan of lowering my standards (Hell I think they are low enough as is :P) but I do have my few deal breakers and those three women broke most of the deal breakers off of a glance.

I understand that my animosity towards the weed is a personal thing, but I am very proud of my 12 years clean and I know that smell may sicken me now, but I am scared that if I am around it too long, I might go back to how I used to be. I didn't only smoke weed then, but it was my start up drug ya know?

I get ya Ras....It's all cool.

I definitely ain't saying anything about sticking with the psychotic chicks.....sure they hump like demons but, damn....every man gotta draw the line somewhere.

(I use a sharpie about 5 inches down my penis to draw the line....otherwise they fall in "love" and you gotta call the cops to get em off of ya)

Yep yep, I will agree with the psychotic chicks statement buddy!

Also, for the anger issues woman, it is hard to explain. I have always been known to be able to read someone off of looking at their face at a glance usually. Hell, I even had a job for about 3 years where I got paid to read people off of a glance because I was so good at it. The problem with her wasn't that she was angry right then and there, but even with her natural expression before she did get angry, you can easily tell she was just one of those people who was angry about 75% of the time. I am way too happy of a person and way too proud of a person to be around someone who is that negative ya know? If I am wrong, then I am sorry to whoever she is, but me personally, I would rather go with my gut, she was obviously having a lot of trouble controlling her anger over little petty situations ya know?

I am pretty sure that the scientific terminology for that condition is "f'n b!t*h"

I can understand it must be tempting to fall back into old ways. You managed to beat your drug addiction, so you know how amazing you felt once you beat it. You must have pretty strong willpower. Be proud of that. The fact you got over it is enough.

From my own experince. Like they said, if you hang around a barber
shop long enough, you're gonna get a hair cut.
I had almost 18 yrs clean and sober. I was in a stable relationship
until my ex-gf relasped. Then came all the insanities, drama and trauma. Stayed with her for 3 yrs after she relapsed. Our lives
got got worst and worst. Whatever her bottom was, If i was with her
I'll go down with her. Even though I didnt used..I felt like a nut job.

Then I got back with my HS sweet heart...She drinks and smokes. I relapsed. I started drinking and smoking again. The past 2 yrs have been chaos on overdrive. Obviously we broke up. That's why Im single
again. I cant even put 90days together anymore.

I'll go out, ect. It's like Im reliving my 20's again.
Most of the women I'll run into and party with are in thier 20's.
Same old stuff. Not all the women are crazy. Some are young, wild
and restless. They're young and pretty but They're not ready
to setttle down. The thing of it is..Im attracted to the bad nughty
girls.

At the sametime...just becuase you're clean and sober,it dosnt
garantee you happiness. The thing if it is...everytime I attend
a recovery meeting in my area...there's a bunch of stiff and miserable people in there. I rather go hang out or party.
Not everyone that parties are alki or druggies.

You can always try recovery meetings. It depends where you live.
Most of the women in there are single becuase most people
loose everything ...including relationships.
Women hitted up on me all the time.

Never lower your standards or ignore your instincts. Be true to yourself Ras, it is the only way. Trust in a higher power.