I AM NOT INTERESTED IN MEETING ANYONE OR DATING FROM HERE. I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW. I keep this profile for posting in the creative writing and poetry forum. I'm here for the friendships I've made.

I always value laughter-it makes things so much easier to deal with. I believe that you should live life to the fullest and have fun. I love to travel, explore, try new things and really don't like routine. I enjoy hanging out with people who are active, funny, smart, creative and passionate. You might say I'm unconventional. I love learning, going places I've never been and taking risks hoping for big rewards.

FIVE THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME

1. Finding something positive out of every situation that comes to me is a way of life.

2. I'm feisty when pushed without provocation. I can be blunt, but am always honest. If I'm mad I'll tell you and get over it quickly.

3. I love creating through writing and interior design. If you want to truly know me, it would be a benefit to take an interest in what I write.

4. Outgoing at all times, I speak freely among strangers and friends-viewpoints expressed always. If your viewpoint is different I will respect it.

5. I fear boredom and do not like routine. Life's an adventure that's meant to be explored. Different cultures, other countries and unconventional people intrique me.




Reflections 5/06/09

Looking in the mirror
I alter my view
For a different angle
A slight shift in
Fate, how it relates
In the here and now
Shedding layers
Instilled early on
Of faulty perceptions
My focus turns in
Beneath skin my
Heart repairs what's
Missed, or moved or
Lost from view
A person, a longing
A fairytale dream
Not what it seemed
Discarding what weighs
Heavy on my heart
Small changes provide
A new start, plans change

Breathe deeply...live
Live simply...love
Love lasting...breathe


Thought I would add this, since I found it and have reread it numerous times pondering the questions. I give full credit to my son Jared, who wrote this in a myspace blog 2 days before his 18th birthday. And here I thought all he was doing was dulling his mind by playing video games all the time. Was I wrong. I think the questions are quite brilliant. Here's to creativity and great minds.


Adamantium Thursday, July 27, 2006

The bobcat is a sh*ty spin off of a lion... So get your excuses out of my face, I'm sick of listening to them. If you f**k up you can always fix it...Always.

It takes 14 days to force the mind to lose memories that it has made.

You could spend a lifetime trying to remember one thing...

If you had less than a decade to live would it change who you are?

Can knowing the way you will die change the way you live?

In less time than it takes to make a human being you can destroy them without ever laying a finger on them...

Is it murder if I can kill someone from the inside out? Would you prosecute?

I have died a million times in my mind only to be reborn stronger and better than I ever was before.

If we were immortal...If we could never die...Would we live our lives without motivation? What could possibly make us happy? Eventually we would all become bored with life, maybe even wish for death. Once life no longer presents a challenge we will cease to strive to live... Without motivation, without desire, then we will do nothing but let ourselves wither away. Eventually we would all fade and become lost souls searching for a way to die...Just another challenge to test the human fabric, the instinct, the very thing that makes us humans...

I have the greatest reason of all...I will try harder than anyone you will ever meet...I have the ultimate motivation...If you want to keep pace you'll have to give yourself a reason to live. What's your purpose? Why are you here? I don't have as half as much time to answer these questions so I'll just answer twice as fast.

5-4-3-2- ... Go.