Brain Candy Who am I? ©2008

I think--a lot. I think about things, big, small, important, irrelevant and irreverent. If I have questions, I keep thinking, discussing, asking and wondering about them until I have an answer supportable to my standards; then I file them away (most often in my gut because my brain is full and unpredictable, while my gut rarely fails me).

I care--too much. I care about freedom, injustice, people, our country, world and universe, the sanctity of life, informed free choice, truth, honor and how short our time here really is. Sometimes my caring brings tears, for both good and bad, and occasionally, it brings out the muse in me.

I believe--in science and nature, having given up religion at age six, when it asked too much of me. No bandwagon, gobbledygook or glib phrase can woo me, except that of an occasional man. I do not yet have an answer to whether there is an afterlife or a god and have left the question open and pending;

Yet, while I have not one iota of blind faith, I am a good person, filled with hope, joy, wisdom and love.

I dream--as we all do, of all that I have and all that I yearn for. I yearn now for the warmth, comfort , love and security, and the arms of that man who can make it so. And I dream that my freedom to be me remains unfettered and unbroken by convention or control, as freedom to be you should be.

I am different--and atypical, and have been so all my life. Even in newyorkcity, where I spent most of my life, I was so. My drum beats are unique to me, as are my thoughts and beliefs. We have choices in life to conform or be unique for which we pay the price or reap the benefits.

I am wise--and spontaneous, unpredictable, provocative, creative, rational, logical and in some ways extraordinary. I live in the now, ever since I found it.

I listened, experienced, learned and am unafraid of life, afraid to die without having experienced life, I have wisdom to share and share it freely. And I have my heart to give.

I am hoping that there is a man of intellectual and emotional substance, maturity and depth out there, who wants to be a part of a trusting, loving couple; complements my zest for living; and finds that he wants to make a new history and tapestry of his life with mine.

I am a practicing lawyer, writer would be painter, emotionally literate, loyal, true friend and lover, who loves children and animals and lives in the now. I am also an intelligent, educated, attractive, nurturing, earthy, sensual newyorkcity girl, who enjoys passionate discussions on all levels, romantic days and nights, good music, art and dining, who knows that to be understood, you must first understand.

Most of all I'd love to find someone who enjoys me being me and you being you as much as I do.

You are a responsible, passionate man who lives in the “now” and understands that men and women while biologically and environmentally different, can honestly share their true thoughts, intellect, wants, desires and intentions.

You are still sparked by discovering new knowledge, truth and experiences, take up the chalice when necessary and still fight for and believe that honor, truth and justice will hopefully prevail.

Home ©2007
I want to see only you.
I want to know that you might want only me, as much as I might you.
I want to know you, share me with you and explore an "us".
I want to know that you'll be there for me, delivering what you say.
I want your monogamy, your thoughts, your time intertwined with mine.

I want you to come to me, bare your soul, not be afraid or run away.
I want to know your vulnerabilities and salve your wounds,
Knowing that I could never hurt you.
I want to know your joys and pleasures,
Feel your breath against my neck and your body secure against mine.
I want to run away with you, wherever it may take me,
But I don't want to pay with my soul.

If you're as real as I want you to be come to me.