Hmm the part I dread. Theres not enough space to get to the center of my nut, but hey ill crack it a lil.
I love to do anything that is NORMAL. Im not into the bars, nor the gay events, nor the pedestals people want us to be on. Im not a platform, nor do I wanna make a statement. I grew up long ago. Im gay simple as that. Nothing fancy nothing special. I cook for a living, live paycheck to paycheck. Spend all my free time with my 2 greyhounds. I wear whatever the hell feels comfortable. normally jeans and a tee. Ive been to the balls, the 5 star functions, the glam events, Its entertaining while it last, but then its back to norm.
So theres the crack...lol Im about as normal as it gets. I have my flaws, I have my shines. I love to make people smile, and stand up for whats right. Rarely do I back down. I love sex, but im not an addict. Love is way more important to me. I would rather 5 hrs of love, than a 5 min flash bang.
My last relationship was 12 wonderful years, and 2 years of misery. I am still friends with him, and the 2 girls we raised. I dont dwell on the past, or stress about the bad things. hell no one was ever perfect. I was a dancer at 20, a greyhound trainer at 25, and a chef the whole time. Ive done a varity of things. None that I regret, sometimes I guess we all wish maybe we had turned in another direction along our path. Even if it was an ever so slight turn.
So to sum it up. If you possibly got this far..lol I have goals and ambitions. I guess the last 2 years I kinda gave up a bit on the caring what people thought. Theres a few things im working on adjusting a tad bit. But overall I wouldnt change a thing in my life thus far. We live for the moment, learn from the memories, and get stronger with our dreams.