I wrote this poem and wanted to share it with all who read my profile...

I Love You!

I have loved you with a love that has no end.
All I have asked in return is to be your friend.
I have given unconditionally my heart to you
My love will never cease, no matter what you do.

I have still loved you, even when you hated me,
you wished I would leave, my face to no longer see
I have still loved you, even when you cursed my name,
you played with my heart, as if it was just another game.

I have given you everything that I have to give
I have given you my life so that you could live.
You have rejected me, so often pushing me away
and yet I still love you, no matter what you say.

I forgive you in an instant, everytime you call on me
I hold no grudges against you, I just want you to see
how much I love you, that I will always care,
that I will always come, I will always be there.

My love for you is my greatest gift that I can give.
My life I gave you on Calvery, so that you could live
I ask that you love others just as I love you
and to let my love flow in all that you do.

S.O.T.L.
Servant Of The Lord 2001

Love, the Lords Key

Love, the Lords mightiest key to open every door
the wind beneath the wings to make eagles soar
Love, the glue to mend the most broken heart
the strength to give us all a brand new start

Love, the power to bring the wicked to their knees
the peace to quiet and calm the roughest of seas
Love, the gentle cloth to dry all of our tears
the courage to stand and to face our fears

Love, the light that guides our way
the control to watch what we say
Love, the Lords mightiest key
the reason we've been set free

Love, a dying breath on the cross in Calvary
the restraint needed to save you and me
Love, the victory over death and the grave
redemption for the world he came to save

Love, in any language is still the same
the one and true universal name
Love, the Lords mightiest key to open every door
Y'shua is loves name, Y'shua is the key forever more

Servant Of The Lord 1999


I don't know why so many play games, you write a few times, then without an explanation, without a reason you disappear, stop writing without the courtesy of even a quick note saying your not interested, or you found someone else... whichever, whatever... why can't people now days be honest and polite at the same time... why are so many playing games... I hate those games... If your not interested, just nicely say so... don't just disappear... that's so rude... so harsh and there is no reason for it... and don't just stop without an explanation to those you have written or who write you... If they write, you check the profile, your not interested for whatever reason... take a minute of your time, and write them back politely saying your not interested... don't just be rude and delete the note... it only takes a minute... we reap what we sow... sow good and caring, you will reap the same...
I am NOT looking for sex... Sex is NOT important, a heart connection is what's important... sex is easy to get if that's what your wanting...That's not what I am looking for!

ME:
Ok, I have spent my life, helping everyone I could... I am always giving, helping anyone and trying to always be an encouragement to others... I love and serve the Lord with all of my heart, and I serve him by serving others...I am NOT religeous, I do NOT agree with mans controls he has placed on others, God is about love, not do's and don'ts, if you have HIS love, you do and don't do the right things automatically! You don't kill someone you love, you don't hurt them, steal from them etc... I have given and given and never regret doing that... I will continue my whole life to help whoever I can...I am at the point in my life that I so want someone in my life, who cares about me unconditionally, who will treat me as openly and honestly and lovingly as I treat her... in fact if she treated me HALF as good as I treat her, I would feel like I was in heaven...That's who I am... I won't lie to you, or play games with you...I do NOT believe the man is the boss... we are a team, we work it together, and thats how it should be always! I am not abusive in anyway. I can make you smile, laugh. I at times can act like a kid, I refuse to grow up, and will always be young at heart.
I am looking to enjoy and have fun, while I search for the ONE... friends are great... There is no hurry, just let it unfold, but be real, be honest. Is she out there, someone who can honestly say she feels the same as I have just described?... If your interested, let me know, at least we could be friends... can one have too many of them?... I don't think so... LOL
If you have read this far, then that's a good sign... Below is who or what I feel my Princess, the ONE will be like....

The ONE for me:
She will be affectionate, loving, generous, cudly and enjoy showing and saying her love for the one she is with! She may or may not be religeous and know God, but her heart is open, thus she is still willing to see, to learn, to change... she is NOT stuck on her beliefs, and realizes she as none of us know all the answers, so we must stay open and willing to learn daily!
She will be someone who cares about others, who is not rude, judgmental, self righteous... She will be someone who is NOT afraid to show her feelings, to share her thoughts, whether positive or negative, happy or sad, encouraged or discouraged... but to open her heart and share what she feels and wants and needs... totally honest and up front...Someone who does NOT have a bunch of walls up around her heart, or who hides her sorrow behind fake smiles...she will fully understand what I am saying here... She will be very beautiful... but not because of her outward looks, but because her heart is precious, her heart is beautiful, thus making her beautiful... She will be a giver, not a taker... she will not judge anyone, and love and accept them for who they are, and know that we are ALL imperfect...She will be very healthy...She will be totally open and honest always... she will be far from perfect in mans eyes, but she won't care what man or the world says, she is who she is, like it or not... her message to the world is one of LOVE, not rules, not do's and don'ts, but respect, understanding and love... She will have a very pure and open heart and mind... willing to learn and change what she thinks she knows as life teaches her... She can be any age, 18 and up... age means nothing as long as the rest is there... If you fit all or most of this... I WANT YOU! I WANT TO KNOW YOU, EVEN IF YOUR NOT THE ONE... I WOULD LOVE TO MEET YOU JUST TO KNOW YOU... GET READY TO BE TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS, TO BE UNCONDITIONALLY LOVED AND CARED ABOUT IN ALL WAYS...TO BE SPOILED WITH LOVE AND ATTENTION AND GET READY TO BE WITH THE ONE WHO WILL MAKE YOUR HEART SHINE WITH JOY EVERYDAY OF THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! If none of the above fits you... then your not the one, but we can always be friends...
This is my heart, where I am, who I am and what my heart yearns for!