USUALLY EVERYONE WANTS MY HISTORY SO HERE IT IS: IM 40 DIVORCED ABOUT 2 YEARS NOW, WAS MARRIED 15 YEARS, HONESTLY NEVER THOUGHT ID EVER LOOK FOR LOVE AGAIN THOUGHT I HAD IT BUT BOY I WAS WRONG, DONT GET ME WRONG I M NOT A PERFECT MAN OR ANYTHING BUT I DIDNT KNOW THAT MY MARRIAGE WAS IS RUIN EITHER, MAYBE I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE IT OR OVER LOOKED THE ISSUES NOT SURE REALLY, ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT 4 MONTHS AFTER OUR DIVORCE SHE WAS RE-MARRIED AND MY FRIENDS THAT I HAD FOR YEARS ALL SECRETLY DATED HER BEHIND MY BACK.... SO I LOST MY MARRIAGE AND A FEW FRIENDS TOO, AT THE SAME TIME MY FATHER PASSED AWAY, FEW YEARS EARLIER MY MOM PASSED AWAY, SO YOU CAN SAY FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS IVE STRUGGELED WITH ALOT OF EMOTIONS, I HAD EVERYTHING SO I THOUGHT FAMILY WIFE KIDS HOUSE DOG CATS GREAT JOBS , COULDNT ASK FOR MORE THEN IT SEEMED OVER NIGHT I LOST IT ALL. SO IM REBUILDING MY LIFE OVER AND ITS NOT EASY , I HAVE 2 KIDS 17 YR OLD SON AND 15 1/2 YR.OLD DAUGHTER THAT LIVE WITH THERE MOM , I DONT SEE THEM AS MUCH AS ID LIKE BUT THATS NOT BY MY CHOICE BUT BY THERES I CANT BLAME THEM I DONT REMEMBER WANTING TO HANG OUT WITH MY PARENTS AS A TEEN EITHER. I GREW UP IN A SMALL TOWN LIVED THERE ALL MY LIFE EVERYONE KNOWS EVERYONE SORT A THING , AND IT WAS JUST TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON SO I RECENTLY MOVED HERE TO BE BY ONE OF MY SISTERS AND MY BROTHER, IM STAYING WITH MY BROTHER , NOT PERMANT THING THOUGH ... I WILL GET MY OWN PLACE AGAIN AND HAVE THE THINGS I ONCE HAD , AND HOPEFULLY FIND SOMEONE SPECIAL AGAIN TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH, I NOW HAVE TRUST ISSUES WHICH I HOPE TO GET PAST BUT WITH EVERYTHING IT TAKES TIME, IVE LEARNED TO ENJOY EACH DAY FOR WHAT IT IS AND SET GOALS FOR MY FUTURE. I DONT SMOKE NOR DO DRUGS , I DRINK ON OCCASION , BALL GAME, TYPE OF THING , I HANG OUT WITH MY FAMILY ALOT AND THERE KIDS IM REALLY A SIMPLE GUY THAT LIKES HAVING A GOOD TIME SOME SAY IM TOO SOFT HEARTED NOT ALWAYS A GOOD QUALITY FOR A GUY,, BUT DONT GET THAT THE WRONG WAY I DONT CRY OVER SPILLED MILK... (HEHE.) IM STILL A MAN.. HONESTY , PURE HEART , FAITHFULLNESS. FUN, LOVING, OUTGOING THATS WHAT I AM AND WHAT IM LOOKING FOR SO IF YOUR STILL INTERESTED REPLY BACK AND ADD A PHOTO . MAYBE WE CAN EXCHANGE NUMBERS AND GO FROM THERE. THANKS .WILLIE