Life has taken me in many different directions at times, and dropped me once or twice... So i bask in the greatness of mother earth and ponder a bit..

Namaste'


Update: The pic in my profile is of me and Miguel (( thelonelywalker)) To all the inquiring minds we are just friends,,, Its an incredible gift when one is allowed the opportunity to meet the ones you talk to daily,,, For this I am forever blessed.

Aloha au ia 'oe
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In Loving Memory
** My Mommie 1985, A mother of 3 who was taken away at the age of 43

** Sheryl *** 08-31-07
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I've walked a path filled with rage
moments of time,
lost upon the deafness of self
questioning all that is, yet never once looking

Upon the darkness of my shell
I danced in the blindness of self
There, like so many other times
I found home.

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Season's of change
Iv'e felt the cold of ice drip from my veins
The warmth of the sun wrap my heart in grace
Autumn winds calm my restless mind
Summers morning dew touched my soul

Yet

On this day i've seen hunger kill
Fear ravish the minds of those once tall
Anger plagued rage killing our youth
What once was Grace......Has lost it way

Buildings condemned unlivable they say
Family's torn as society sucks them dry
Lost amoung the clutter of a world gone by
Seasons of time, passing us by

Decades ago calming were the days
Family love shinned the way
Bonds of hope filled the streets
Decades ago..........What once was Grace

The seasons are changing Humbling our path
Close your eyes lift your glass
Return the moments of stillness past
Decades ago.......What once was Grace

The time for change has come two fold
Lets start this mission at our doors
Decades ago.......What once was Grace
Lets welcome home our humble Souls
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Un-Titled.....
Once lost amoung the tears
blood-less veins were my fears
found upon the mountain tops
faith, deep within the well
mother earth has carried me
giving to me, all that I need
releasing thy pain, as I weep
so on this day, I give thanks to thee
a higher power, some can see
I ponder thoughts
I wonder about
searching of what I see
re-collecting, parts of me
a higher depth,
my spiritual bliss,
lays deep within.....
I see
Yes
I see

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A walk with Compassion

You see her, walking down the street
Worn, tired,, as if life has thrown her to her feet
Circles so deep upon the eyes of light
You see her, walking down the street
Wondering,, what has brought this women to her knees
You see her,
Yet you look upon her with horror in your eyes
You gawk,, and turn away
Some look on with compassion
Some Eye-idolly stare
You see....
This women walks with compassion
A depth of peace unknown, to the naked eye
This women has lived a life of love
Blessed in all she does
This women birth'd pure-ness so rare
This women, her battle lives inside
Cancer consumes her every step
Eating her deepest thoughts
Yet,
This women.... Survives
And
Just breathe's..
Enjoying
her
Walk of compassion
her way of life.....

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If Tomorrow never comes
Will I lie upon the Earth without Regret?
Will the Sun shine upon the Children?
What will become of my Soul?

If Tomorrow never comes
Did all my I Love U’s fill there spirit?
Will they remember the good and let the bad go?
Or will they mourn and give up hope?

If Tomorrow never comes
Will he know how deeply my love flows?
Will he know his smile filled me with Hope?
Can he feel my touch, even though if only in my dreams?

If Tomorrow never comes
Please Mother of Earth,
Save the best dance for the Child of Hope”,
Touch the Souls of the Silent,”
Raise thy branch,
And
Hold those who fall, Cradle them in your Loving Strength.

If Tomorrow never comes
May Rainbows Shine
Music be sung
May the lost be found
Yet, Most of all
May we all overcome
The
Shadows of our Tomorrows.

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Love is the essence of life. It fulfills the deepest desires of our
hearts. When the petals of our garden’s blow to the wind,
will we look back with regret, great sadness or will we have warm and precious memories that echo the years of a love that was given?
Thoughts of this Woman.

Essence” as not in scent, yet the canvas of which all is born
Essential this need to touch what the eye can not see
Yes, a woman is filled with such Brilliance
Her foundation to her Identity
A Woman’s worth.

Shell” See shall See shell,, hahaha…
Structured strong with just the right curves
To cradle the youngest of eyes, nourish the Un-Nourished
Her Canvas to what lay’s deep inside
A Woman’s worth.

Pearls” Pure, re-fined, depth, beauty, strength
Gems bestowed upon us from high above
Noble as Mother is the Earth
Priceless
A Women’s worth.

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Expressing anger raged filled thoughts
Sympathy I ask not
Masking fate lifting light
Sanity escaping once more

Taking leave of said reality
Sanity Lives here no more
In-Limbo on this Earth of Hope
Comfort sits outside the door

Healing path a new dawn of life
Choices, yet I have no choice
Sanity sits in muffled darkness
Overload fills my senses

Reality…
Retreating sanity
If just for a moment
Pause

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I am a Women strong yet weak
I am a Tear Drop upon the sand
A cover on a quest for knowledge with depth
A Survivor pondering her deepest worries……

I am a Nurturer seeking the Calm
An Ear to the smallest of them all
Longing to see an Ocean of Dance
Humbled in this Life of Chance……

I am a Sinner covered in Love
A Rock to some of my friends
Yet beneath the cover does lay a women
Yearning for the ever after…….

I was weak yet have found strength
I was Silent, I found my voice
I turned the other cheek,, Wow did that hurt
I’ve learned I have so much more to learn…

I’ve learned its okay for me to Love me
I’ve learned that falling down is not so bad
It’s the getting up that’s a tad difficult
I’ve learned… I’ve learned
To be continued!!!!!

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Women
Made from silk
Fine weaving of threads
Scent of Rose’s upon the flesh
Born to explore life and all its beauty
Flowing outstretched hands
Enveloping Love and Tears
Birthing a Creation so pure
Yet
Sickness plagues her Reality
Emptiness fills her world
Taking my choice to choose
Leaving questions and worry
Damaged deep within the womb
Bandages hiding,
Masking only what the eye can see
Plagued, her center
Healing
She finds
Comfort