Lots of us waste our luck because we thought we still got time. we got so much to tell yet no one to share, we lived a different life than our desires and dream, we were stuck between risk and security, we were afraid of losing something that doesn’t serve us purposes anymore, we convince ourselves that we are safe but deep down we know we were just postponing something very terrible in the future, we went to find someone but afraid to be lonely and to start again, we knew we were never understood and someone is there waiting with open arms broken as we are waiting to be mend and whole again but Still we believe we better be an echoes of our own soul trap in marriage than to lose security and entitlement that soon will hurt us when we don't serve any purposes to them anymore.

we got our own life our own dream and living in our own world. like living two world at the same time. I wish I found someone to share this world with me that was invincible to my family and friend the life that was never understood even if I try to explain a million time.

are you feeling like this sometimes, text me if you know what am talking about.