Not a day goes by that I don't wonder,
Wonder if I'm better off dead,
Am I just a waste of space?,
Like some proclaim,
Or am I here for a purpose?,
You'll never see the truth,
You'll never see the real me,
Every day is hell,
Not the hell beneath,
But the torment of the mind,
Cause every day I must live alone,
I'm trapped on this island,
And I can't get off of it,
Damned forever it seems,
There are just too many questions,
With no clear answers,
am I here just to wither and die?
Or will I find my serenity and seraphic beauty,
I feel like I'm trapped and no one can see,
Where the heck is destiny?
If I had a destiny I know,
I would surely prevail,
But until you finally see me,
I ask again, am I better off dead?

Thanks for being so uplifting! I need that right now!

Everything to you means nothing,
I could hold the world in my hands,
But yet you still wouldn't believe,
Believe that I am more than a monster,
Believe that I am more than just a man,
I shouldn't have to live so damned,
But still I remain the ghost,
Cause you are like smoke,
I can never seem to hold you,
You believe in nothing,
So why should I believe in anything?,
Everything to you is nothing!

Rocking the t-shirt and jeans look today!

Without you I feel lost,alone, and nearly dead,
I wish I could go back in time and change my mistakes, I feel like a ghost to you, because you'll never see me for who I truly am, I am love's ghost, I tried to love with the Fire of a million suns, but that never made a difference, so here I am wondering what the heck did I do so wrong?

Bored out of my mind! Somebody message me to put me out of my misery!

Thank you for your kind words!

I wish you were here,
To take away all my fear.
Too many times I find myself rejected,
Left out in the cold,
With no one there to hold,

To me life is meaningless,
Meaningless without you,
For you I would climb any mountain,
I would jump in front of every bullet,
I want to dry up all your tears,

But you will never know,
Why must I hide these unrequited feelings?,
Without you I am lost to the oblivion,
Lost in the oblivion of treacherous darkness,
I hate this void of nothingness,

I have no one to lean on,
Alcohol won't cure my pain,
Maybe one day I can find where I need to be,
But until then I live with this no name face,
A face with no name,
Because to you I am a ghost...

One thing I've learned,
Do not become one such as me,
So I beg the question,
Am I just a monster or man?

Welcome to the forum area, and welcome to M2!

Don't give up have faith, everything will be alright. Like Mr Beekeeper said check the help section. They have some really fascinating info actually.

I think those are quotes, they generally like what other people have said and are quoting them, by using the quote button, welcome here! Be safe!

I've written a new one today, called Ill never know within this forum!

This distance is a freaking test,
So much that it makes me not rest,
I wish I knew what you thought of me,
This is my one and only decree,
No matter where I go my thoughts rage like the sea,
I wish you could see you are the light of my world,
It wasn't my intention to fall in love again,
But you just make me fall harder and harder every time I see you,
I wish that you would give me some kind of clue,
So I would know that you are worth my time,
For you there is no mountain that I would not climb,
I would jump in front of the bullets,
I want to catch all your tears,
And put a stop to all your fears,
I wish everything would be so clear,
Instead of me living a life so haunted,
I feel like I might be a ghost,
Just a shell with a soul,
I hope that our love was written in the stars long ago,
I hope that we aren't damned by fate like Romeo and Juliet,
Neither the Seraphs in heaven nor the demons of Hell will change my mind,
I hope that I'm not running out of damn time,
I want to spend every waking minute with you,
Because you just make me feel so new,
But these thoughts shouldn't remain unrequited,
I want to go to the tallest structure in the world,
Just so that I can scream out my love for you,
I want to voice these thoughts to your face,
But every time I see you my heart messes up it's pace,
For you I wish there would be no doubt,
No doubt that I am the one,
I'm still not done,
Words cannot fully measure or gauge what I think of you,
I just hope you feel the same way for me too,
But I'll never know!

Thanks you have been an amazing help to me!

I keep coming back to this thread and every one of the comments have been spot on! Thank you! The next person to post shall have an adventurous life to lead.

Very strong wisdom! Thank you very much for your words, I'm starting to feel a little bit better already!

Yes we definitely need to have a conversation about comic book stuff. I wish I could get more people to read my poetry, I don't know how though lol.

There shouldn't have been a ? At the end of that sentence sorry lol

So did you like it? I thought I would give it a shot?

Life throws these hurricanes at us,
But with you I felt like I couldn't be crushed,
You are like the constant angelic voice that calls me home,
You bring me out of this deep abyss of nothingness,
For you I give you my absolute devotion,
You give me renewed strength and clarity,
For you I want to catch these bullets of despair,
I want to move the mountains,
I know love is not something you just give away,
But for you I can be something you can love,
You transform me from an ugly Frankenstein into a man,
A super man,
For you and you alone my soul burns,
With you things aren't so black,
Things are so much brighter with many colors,
You give me something to look forward to,
You give me air so that I may breathe,
You are so much than an ordinary woman,
You give this monster hope,
You are my Hope!