I feel like I will never meet a woman that I can hold and kiss on again. It doesn't seem like it.

WoW sounds like u have problems?

well if it makes ya feel any better, i cant seem to find one either.... i think the funny thing about it is that, before i really got with women, i couldve had plenty.... and now that i want one and the more i want... the harder and more elusive they are! Damn i feel bad for what men have had to go thru for eternity!

Yeah. If only women weren't so damn attractive...
My gay(men) buddies always seem to be having alot more fun than ever I do.
If only penis wasn't so icky...lol

If all you're looking for is a hookup, those are easy to find.
A buddy of mine used to do this: He had a button that read "Do you F*ck? Do you Suck? Do you take it up the Ass? Or am I just wasting my time?" He'd wear it and go to a bar at 11pm or later. Inevitably, he'd find someone who thought it amusing and would end up sleeping w/ them. He loved women....well, he loved as many of them as he could get anyway.

who said anything bout it bein "icky"??? cause it sure as HELL wasnt me. I get plenty of it in MY diet, just as my bf...hehe.... what can i say, mans got it made

I'm lookin for someone that I can care about and give unconditional love for and will care about me for who I am and not for what they would like to change about me or all the "if you would just do this you would be a better man" I don't to many men that would take custody of 4 kids and love every minute of it like I have. I give myself a pat on the back for doing it. I wouldn't change anything about raising my kids on my own. I don't have to have a woman but I would love to have one. I miss giving affection but I don't meet a lot of them because when it comes that I am very shy untill I get to know them and or find a way to conversate and then I'm fine.

Don't give up that woman/lady is out there. Sometimes when we are not looking the person you are looking for you appears (of course, this comes with fervent and constant prayer). Keep doing what you are doing. I applaud your efforts of raising 4 children of your own. Usually/normally that would default to the female, but you seem to be doing quite well.

Good luck!