one thing I wonder about...

the theory of th dinosaurs.

As continents touched, and as with the native indians, when introduced
to viruses and illness without an immunity, whole vast wipe outs, yes?

And, if bees died off somewhere, and dropped to the earth... would not
the next chain (birds, other eaters), as well as natural decompositions,
be one reason why some did not see them? Or, "disappeared"?

Surely the feel be not pain
as the fire can be cold
rest weary mind upon the breast
of comfort knowingly

Sparks fly, and tinder tended
burning heart, and loins be true
yet, be it all not lost
roses wither among fires

Burning trunks and limbs
to grasp the want
need is there, always
and well met in blind fires
who chars the flesh most

And, who is the fire lighter?
and, who is the blistered soul?
unto our own be
embers beautiful glowing


nene

heya roy=0)

And...

Beautiful let down began
the fall from the suns energy
may not be the end all
and, be it not graceful
for we all tumble at times

seek your being
among the waves
and carry your burdens
your joys, bliss, fear
tend You well

Time comes
and meets us eye to eye
and we see truth
walk away, and live
the balance is your quest


don't be a stranger... light upon you and your children.
Rest, and be well, you.
xxxooo

I am, too.

The place we are renting has an accomedation(sp) clause.
They will put in things I need as it goes. And,I qualify for other
stuff, too. Haven't looked into all of it, been just adjusting to our
place, and trying to live without fear...lol.

I had some microwave moist heat pads I' dgotten in a medical supply
store a few years back. I still have one or two. They were expensive,
too. Came in a variety of sizes. One was for the entire back... cervical
ones... lots. Deep heat that is moist feeling..but, dry when not...
thera-beads, I think they are called.
Regular heat pads are bad for the skin, and don't penetrate well at all.
But, you probably already knew that.


I'm interested in the rock ones you mention.
I dunno if my insurance will cover it, but it may be something I can
save for?

Jammies!

Between the storm, and feeling like sludge...

jammies alllll day! lol

and, a hello....

luck with that

whispers.

I'll send ya my email... and links.

My kids have such fun humour

I'd rather be behind the lens than in front. My daughter, too, really.
She's shy

Have tried over the past few years to gain confidence... yuh. still hate
it

I do!

Am in no way a pro, LOL!

I like doing digital manipulation, though.

I have lucked out and gotten some awesome shots.

When I had my gardens, I would lay down on the ground and just
wait...for the right shot.

A few I have that are funny to me.. one shot of my daughter playing with
an old cam thingy. Her blair witch impression I call it (to her horror,
LMAO!)
and, my son standing in serious, contemplating stance wearing bunny
ears

hey you

And, I believe alot of things are just swatted away because of the
corporate way insurance companies are running most things here in the
US. many decisions based on patient care are done inside boardrooms, and
by doctors pressured into prescribing meds the pharmaceutical companies
are pushing while in bed with the corporate parts of the places...
They get paid based on what and who they prescribe to...

Just a mess, lol.

ditto what jackie said...

As hard as it is, it will be worth it!

light to ya, and keep strong=0)

Kat,

well put.
and, it feels like your heart is torn.

thnak you for sharing=0)

sage

LOL!

I don't cyber. YUCKY!

Might be ok for some... not my business, and to each thier own. But,
yeah, I don't see how that would work, either.

you're standing!

aww, damn it.

Hottie,

Hon, I have the same experience. Although my daughter is going to be 15.
When her Dad came for visits... it was most times aweful, and he would
say and act terribly.

Not sure about where you are, but do you have the option for supervised
visits? What are the custody issues...?

I had that option in the beginning, because her Dad was so abusive...it
provides a safe place for the child, and the parent gets to be with
them...

Might just be, too, that the back and forth change with all the
different schedules may be effecting her.
Just like us adults, we can get our times mixed up...

oops! Heya Jackie!

I hear that.

Have met some awesome folks in the process!

Since I am not seeking the 'one' I don't get discouraged in that way...
If anything should happen, it will. and, I will probably blind-sided by
it for not paying attention

But yes. I've seen so many bouncers, it gets confusing.

On minute you're talking to someone, even if breifly, the next new blood
comes in flashing that pouty, or beautiful smile, and POOF! dust.


Lust, and the human being, eh?

hehehe

I see truth in the above statements...

If you look at history... more men leave and seek younger flesh, or
new...
forgetting they are not 20 anymore, LOL!

It reminds me than some evolutionary things have not caught up for men,
eh?

I have been a co-owner of groups before...
and, from memberships at others...
It is the way of things, yes?

Even off line, not everyone is very vocal, or outgoing... so, with
online there will always be the curious, or "lurkers" that don't feel
comfortable in forums...

Depression effect even kids.. toddlers.
I am thinking she might mean her own depression, and the consequences of
how it effects her, and behavior toward her child...( all the things she
has mentioned above..stress, fear...). Yeah, like someone else said,
kids are like sponges, and can take in everything around them.
Especially very young... it's the first three years that are the basic
learning through brain, cognative, muscles... everything! lol amazing
stuff!

Because the very young don't have the same reactions as we do
(illnesses, meds...), they don't typically show the symptoms we might
come to expect.
So, given they have only limited ways in the brain paths to
communitcate, and depdning on the childs level of growth, the most basic
things will show.
Crying, tantrums, sleep, and eating disturbances, changes in toilet
patterns, or reverting to an younger state...

I think she did say the nurse is there for it all.
And, how lucky!

She should (the nurse) be able to point you in the direction of some
type of family support, and some just for you.
Your daughter will be okay if you are=0)

so much luck to you...

Am so glad you got at least some relief!

When I go back for the specialists in a few months they will go through
some physiotherapy(sp), and alternatives, as well.
I still refuse some meds. Something that makes me so damned sick I just
cannot see the benefits as compared to what I have already been doing.
Yeah, it is bad alot...but, bad is better than organ damage, and
acceleration of the disease... I truly believe some of the treatments do
this...
Sometimes quality of life is not. But, at the same time more so than if
I had done some of the things they wanted...
Not all docs like it when patients have a mind of thier own