singing x-nun

'Best Mistake'

I chronicled the days you made me want to live
Memorized the way that it felt and then I turned it into this kiss
Tonight I’m wearing my best smile in hope to make me worth your while
I’ll be the best mistake you’ll ever make

From the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes
To the nervous kiss and the butterflies
Does this make any sense at all
She said, she said

We‘re not sleeping, and I’m not breathing
If this means anything at all
I won’t let you leave me anymore

If this holds insignificance, I’ll have the hearse follow the ambulance
No medicine exists to make my lungs work again

I shake and burn, like an addict
My hearing's dead, only static
If I said your smile's all that mattered
Would you save my life?

We're not sleeping, and I'm not breathing
If this means anything at all
Don't let me leave you anymore
[4x]

Don’t let me leave you anymore

'My Mom'

They got 5 televisions
In a house built for 3
Look up on that fake fireplace
You know the bucktoothed boy's me
See that wood paneled room'
That's where I learned to drink
See that hole in the wall'
That was seagrams I think

That tree was a goal post
That bathroom it was a shroud
That closet it was a phone booth
That mirror was a crowd
See that guy with the bad knees
And his heart on his sleeve'
Watch him slip me ten dollar

When it comes time to leave

It's been five years and some change
And this world is getting so strange
But this house smells just the same
*But my mom can't remember my name*

I sit on her bed and kiss right behind the ear
She calls out for a dog that's been dead for a year
I say how is it going' Like I didn't know
Hold on to both of her hands too afraid to let her go
And five times exactly no more or no less
She says how you been eating boy'
Isa, okay I guess
In this room where she made me each day she grows weak
She flips on the Golden Girls and the first tear hits my cheek

It's been five years

(((waves))


yo! finish ur degree! Something u will never regret

taxed

I dont rememberrrrrrrrrrrrrwaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrwaaaaaaaa

Real, whatever it is. I dont want a green finger, thank you very much. Or a cloudy princess cut diamoglass, or a glassOruby, or a flawlIKE pahearl...

if that is the case, I rather use a soda/beer top tab..

walk

I was studying, entertaining enuf for ya?

lol no, ummmmm Orthopedic something?

ummmmmmmm, contortionist??

bouncer

hmm, I believe for healthy relationship development people need to be able to use their senses. Touch-Smell-hear-See-taste.. it is all relevant. Any sense that is available to each individual needs stimulation as well assurance this is real, and truth. Common sense really seems to come into play but doesnt seem to over ride ones intensity for connection on whatever level they can get it. Friendly words. Attention, validation for the person they are, support when needed. Hard to think reasonably when what we need as humans are being satisfied on a level that tends to feel acceptable.
Non verbal is visual. Mannerisms and personality are very limited over a screen, and phone. Can you say "o my goodness that fart was so stinky get out of here" do u know they fart????? LMAO! What about that is the cutest thing, watchin u iron clothes, "u look so serious" hmmmmm u cant deny you have no idea how they really carry on minute to minute.. and how you may fit into that scheme of things..


not saying at all this "LDR" isnt possible..

Seems most are working on being convincing it is,
JW what the true statistics are.
Realistically most want someone around, seems we forget that.

hmmmmm find this all so interesting..

I was thinking as reading thru what one poster had written.
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Who has had a relationship with someone who had to work away, for any great length of time, and still their relationship stayed strong? To have a partner in the services, or worked on oil rigs, or construction sites where they are in 'lock down' for months or a year at a time?

Was it hard work?

I can answer that, as I have lived it, yes it is.

Did it end our relationship?

No, distance didn't take away from our relationship, and gave us room to grow as people.

Did I miss him? Yes, often, he was my bestfriend, of course I missed him.

Long distance relationships can work, with an open mind, acceptance of the other, and no 'locked in' expectations.

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It is definately TWO totally different things to have bonded in a relationship THEN leave for a job or duty. Base camp is already there. There is foundation.
whereas,


It is quite another to try and create something with someone you have no physical contact with.
When beginning a relationship the whole idea is to interact in every way possible and build on that. Then it seems more logical to say one can understand how it is to leave a loved one..


I believe you need to truly KNOW. Knowing is by REAL TIME contact.. That is how it should start, not the reverse........ isnt logical.

oh wOw,