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I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients. In 2007, my son was diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, a very fast spreading cancer...It was in the linings of his lungs and behind his heart...it was inoperative...an aggressive doctor using aggressive treatments saved his life..in August of this year, he was declaired cancer free.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! So ghost...fight the good fight and never give up hope. WooHoo!Thank God! |
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I am happy to hear that you are going to fight this.I pray you can finish this life complete!
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UPDATE Ghost isn't doing well at all. He has been in and out of the hospital again. He isn't able to do the things he wanted to do. The pain is taken him over. I will not get to see him again either. Please pray for him. I love you Ghostrider. So very sorry to hear this. May the Good Lord wrap his arms around the both of you.And comfort you at this time!  Lighting a candle and sending prayers! |
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Topic:
Share the Birthdate
Edited by
wolfchic
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Mon 10/29/12 08:36 PM
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3/12
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Edited by
wolfchic
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Sat 10/27/12 01:48 PM
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I am so sorry to hear this!My thoughts and prayers are with you!
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Gotta love a mature woman!
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Greetings All
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Welcome!
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IS all life valuable?
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I have asked that same question many times.If anybody figures that oe out? I would like to know.
Every body is valuble and someones kid. |
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At some point they all asked the same question. "Where is this going?" Sounds like curiosity to me. I don't see where they mentioned marriage. They probably wish to rule out those not on the same path they are. Seems a logical query. I tottaly agree!
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So sorry for your losses!My heat goes out yo you!
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Thank U All!!
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You two are not going down without a fight!That is the only way.
(JUST BELIEVE) |
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a must read 4.
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we say it all
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Just another new guy
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Welcome!
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Topic:
The penis poem
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New Member
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Welcome!
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Topic:
Tipping
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I always tip if I get god service! But noy if I get crappy service.
Montana is the only Stae that pays minimum wage.From what I understand. And we still tip. |
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Topic:
love and friendship
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Welcome! drinker:
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Prayers are sent to all!May the Good Lord Comfort & heal your pain!
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