Now there's a reason to love being a writer/This so reminds me of a show I played where people were in tears in the audience..it was quite an experience

Here I am,
A dreamy look in my eyes
that I sometimes just cant write
but everyone wants to know
the man behind the words
I am here,
because I hurt like some of you
I need someone to see me through
all the heartache and pain
of finding someone new

Someone to live forever to the edge
and never say goodbye
I need someone who forgives every mistake
who believes theres one more try
I need somebody who will want me for me
because I am all that I can give
Someone who can take this heart and believe
I am someone who can make you feel like this


I have my weakness,
though I hide behind the truth sometimes
Disguised in all your strength
but I'll repay every light you shine for me
I'll somehow amaze you
if only by these words I say to you
I'll always give you the best of me
let others just guess the rest of me


for my heart belongs in your hands,
I'll be your knight
I'll be the one to hold you so close
and dream right through your eyes
I'll be the emotion of everything
you're heart brings tears right to your eyes
forever,I am standing by your side
I'll be the one who loves you until the end of time



I get so emotional,when I can't be close to you
You are my everything,and theres nothing I wouldnt do
I will promise to do things your heart just wont forget
I will love you forever,I just havent met you yet

I appreciate you,believe me

I'll try to write something real next time..however I'm sure other men..including myself have been in this situation

Thank you everybody/I really enjoyed writng this..and I'm so glad I'm not in a situation like this,because I'd probably lose all my teeth..lol

My favorite queen song is "Too much love will kill you"
from "Made in heaven"

It was my favorite band in high school,and I just wanted to know


what's your favorite queen song?

Beautiful words my friend

There ain't much that I can say
that hasn't been said before
All I know that babe it's getting late
and theres a need I can't ignore
for some time now I've had this thought
that could destroy everything we have
and god knows if we get caught
every breath for you may be my last
I have seen you walk into my dreams
everynight I've spent alone in thoughts of you
I swear your touch was made for me
from another voice you hear I love you
It just cannot be,you made a mistake
that I would never put you down for
but I will remind you until my dying day
that I still love you more


It can't be his eyes,because I know
that theres someone else on his mind
It can't be his heart,you're not there
because you're somewhere deep in mine
It can't be love,it's so impossable
because you were meant for me
everynight you lay beside him in bed
you close your eyes,i'm all you see



I've been thinking as time passes me by
will you someday feel these words that I write
I wish for once you'd see things my way
You tell me you love him,I don't buy it
There are things you can't hide from me
because you wouldnt be here in my arms tonight
if that was something I could believe
and he doesnt say the things I say to you
he never tells you the words I swear are true
I don't mean no harm,but you know better than this
Does he fall to his knees the way i do
Caressing your hair,saying babe I love you
this day was so long,my god how you were missed




It can't be his eyes,because I know
that theres someone else on his mind
It can't be his heart,you're not there
because you're somewhere deep in mine
It can't be love,it's so impossable
because you were meant for me
everynight you lay beside him in bed
you close your eyes,I'm all you see




Don't let another night,end without a kiss
I don't want this moment to be destroyed by him
Tell me when you look in his eyes,you feel a love like this
this will be the fight of my life,and if I never win
Still remains is this heartbeat,and every breath for you
and my desires to convince you that I'm so in love with you
I know I sound ridiculous,but maybe I'm not wrong
who else can fall to tears,every moment that you are gone

In my cold room,I wait
watching the clock..tick tock
antisipating your arrival
needing love for survival
tormented by this hunger
tongues water over the edge
open mouth and hungry eyes
licking lips,begging to be fed
Insatiable desires..I want it all
counting back time as it crawls
kneeling,waiting..chained to my bed
Vanishing all pride,now I beg
only time will break these chains
under a moonlit sky,I wait
run to me,throw yourself to me now
paradise is more than skies and gates
Undress before me
skin so close to my mouth I can taste it
scents pour all over me
you're the pleasures for which I live


The pleasures of the night
You're my every need tonight
I wait here broken on this floor
chained to love,forever I'm yours



Those sexy eyes,made of angelic light
your blood red lips upon my skin
My fingertips trace down to your thighs
Your body's hot,the movement begins
To feel you close to me is heaven
a paradise from which I could only dream
to watch and want,but never feel or touch
but now you are here with me
Your seductive voice vibrates my every sences
I can feel the passion rise
One kiss will dissolve the silence,
that makes you mine

You have such amazing eyes
so deep I fell in love
I just look at you and sigh
and know you are the one
You have captured my heart
without a single word
just one touch was all it took
and forever I was yours

I am blessed to be your man
I want our love to never die
for you I will always stand
so faithfully by your side
I'm not perfect in any way
but this I'll always promise you
I will love you until the day
this world has seen me through


I swear,you are my angel
You're every thought within my mind
and I will always stand by you
in your angelic light
You are how I have dreamed of heaven
cause now I believe in paradise
I swear you are my angel
you are the love of my life


When it seems I've lost my way
You are always there for me
sometimes I dont know what to say
please accept this as my plea
I will never break your heart my baby
I'd give anything to touch your hand
I only hope someday I will make you see
I will earn the keep as your man

actually its 70..I go the distance

Lol..probably

Guess how man jellybeans I just shoved in my mouth!

My friends father is the singer of this band..I promote these guys here in new york,and I thought you might enjoy this



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UI0gZA6jpnM

Hey i dont mean to lead anyone on..but these are just fictional stories..I'm actually happy,and alas...not always the character in my writing...but as always....thanks for looking out for me

I'm doing laundry,and this stuff says it's april fresh.

Does that mean it's outdated?

Walking down the path
Walking towards the sun
just myself and my thoughts
my will can not be undone
Shadows form the trees
earths light taken away
I'm in the forest of dreams
and now i think i'll stay

I'm still here walking
I'm walking through the rain
from here I feel completion
from here I cant feel the pain
I know I can't be far now
I know I'm not far away
I'm in the forest of dreams
why cant you hear me say


Sitting by myself
I am now on my own
just myself and my thoughts
I am alone

You had such a way with words
nearly fooled me into loving you
Swore you'd take away the hurt
that life could put me through
but all I felt was such anger
I never knew until I found you
Your fortune in lies,lead to goodbye
I can't back from you

Forgiveness can't heal these wounds
All I need is time to forget
I want the haunting memories to fade
so this heart can now repent
Never will your tears convince me
heaven is beyond anything you gave
You say you're broken down on your knees
but I can't be your slave



As I lay here in my bed
thoughts of you just storm in my mind
I loved you so much,I wish you were dead
if only to bring me to life
I don't want the image of you to linger
they can see it in my eyes
cause I'm the one they never remember
its always the one I've left behind



Breathe for once on your own
not for the sake of me,not for love
for these things I just can't give to you
no matter how you come undone
Beautiful words are just my weakness
the man behind them had me so torn
I heard you say baby please dont do this
but I dont love you anymore

It's from the darkest shadows comes the undeniable strength,thank you Daniel



And by the way,the poem you wrote for Noel amazed me to the point I'm at a loss for words...we honor you