Thanks everyone, I always appreciate your comments.

Thanks JAG and Bamtino.

Welcome and good luck, I hope you find what you want.

(((Sunny)))

Pretty pic, myss.

Letting out your emotions in a positive way does help. Keeping them bottled up for years is dangerous.

Welcome and good luck.

I let myself cry today, I feel a bit better.

Thank you.

True true. I really shouldn't make fun of WV, it's not a bad place, it's beautiful. And here I'm safe from making any more mistakes. So it's good.

Some people just suck.

I'm sure you'll have better luck than I ever did.

Last night I was messing around with a
Pencil and paper, just killing time until
I could fall asleep and after a while I
Realized the person I was drawing was
Really me I forgot to add my glasses I
Guess because I don’t like how they look
And I’m a little bit thinner but otherwise
It’s not too bad

I ended up naked in front of a mirror in
Front a sink that I never could get to
Look right but you get the idea and
It’s not about that anyway I’m in front
Of a tub covered in a flowered curtain
That’s really the best part of the entire
Picture, you know I love to pay attention
To detail

I’m looking down my eyes are closed and
My face is sad because of all the things I’ve
Done and said and what I can’t take back and
What I can’t do over and anyway it is what
It is and they say there are no accidents so
I guess it’s meant to be

But anyway, I wasn’t really thinking just
Letting the pencil go wherever it wanted to
That’s the best way to create, or so they
Told me when I chose to listen just let it
Go and don’t hesitate, that’s how you make
It your best so there’s all this stuff out there
With labels that I can’t read but I know what’s
In each jar and bottle and on that dish

There’s soap to wash away my sins even
Though I never seem to get clean and
Makeup to cover up what I never want
Anyone else to see there’s even perfume to
Hide what I’m really like underneath
All the lies and the smiles and the tears and
The laughter that I don’t get to have too often
Or so it seems now

There’s one more thing in the corner I added it
Last, an afterthought no idea where it came from
It’s a razor all shiny and silver very small and deadly
I like how it looks there, it splits the space
Up into sections, like you’re supposed to
When you want to draw the viewer in
I don’t really own one, I don’t really need
One or want one, but in a weird way, it
Feels good to know it’s there.

02/06/10

If I grew a beard, I wouldn't have to leave here, I could get me a husband and move back in the woods....

wouldn't it be great if i had a time machine and i could go back and fix every mistake i ever made....

I used to talk to a guy who liked him, he loved his hockey...

Eh no more guys for me, I'm too ****ed up to date anyone, I am trainwreck, hear me roar....or something....

I wonder if I could get free cotton candy?

Same here, buttons, I can't say.

Oh dear......

Until I get out of WV, I'll just suffer by myself.