Topic: I AM WHO I AM
Karon's photo
Thu 07/10/08 02:40 PM
This is a poem that represent the struggles that i had with people and how they tried to change me but because i am who i am they stop being my friend or they argue with me all the time. Yes i sat down and write this poem cuz i was hurting real bad and it was to say am taking no more, i wont speak but i wont take anymore of it.


YELL SCREAM THATS ALL WE DO

THERES NEVER A CONNECTION

OR SOMEONE TO SAY STOP

I HAD ENOUGH

I WAS SAYING SHE'S CRAZY IN HER MIND

TOO INMATURE TO UNDERSTAND MY LIFE SITUATION

WHERE I COME FROM

WHAT I DO, HOW I "ROLL"

TOO BUSY TO PAY ATTENTION TO ME AND MY DIMENSION

HOLD UP AM FROM A DIFFERENT CULTURE, YOU CANT EXPECT

ME TO BE LIKE YOUR SCULPTURE

I STAND HERE PROUD AND TALL

YOU CANT BREAK ME I WILL MAKE YOU FALL

DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO ME, HURT ME A LITTLE

BUT AM ALWAYS BE ME HOM-ME

I FEEL LET DOWN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT AM STILL GONNA FLY

I STILL GO BY THE RULES, GO BY THE CONDITIONS

BUT THIS CONNECTION IS NO MORE FOR ME TO GO BY

NOW DO SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME SURPRISE,

MOUTH WIDE OPEN, MAKE MY EYES WANNA HIDE

SOMETHING I HAVENT HAD DONE TO ME , BY FRIENDS, FAMILY OR BY

YOU

HATE ME NOW AND WITHDRAW YOUR LOVE BUT LISTEN AM STILL GONNA

BE ME

YOU MAY HATE ME BUT SOMEONE LOVES ME

YOU MAY HATE ME BUT SOMEONE LOVES ME AND AM STILL GONNA DO

ME

WITHDRAW YOUR LOVE,

YOUR TRUST,

TANGIBLE THINGS WHATEVER,

IT MAY HURT A LITTLE BUT YOU STILL CANT BREAK ME AS AM STILL

GONNA BE ME.

TALK ABOUT ME I'LL TALK BACK

FIGHT WITH ME AND I'LL LOOK AND SMILE

CUZ YOU AINT HURTING ME

YOUR HURTING YOURSELF

IF I GOT A DREAM IT WOULD TO LEAVE YOU ALONE

MAYBE YOU WILL THEN BE HAPPY,

HAPPY THAT YOU JUST LOST YOUR OWN

BUT WAIT SINCE YOU PLANNING ANOTHER

MAYBE YOU MIGHT NOT REMEMBER THAT I HAD EXIST

BUT I STILL AINT EXIST

WHEN I LEAVE I PROBABLY BE GLAD CUZ WHY BE WHERE YOUR ALWAYS

MAD OR SAD OR MAKE YOU LOOK BAD



AM NOT SEEKING NO SYMPATHY

NEITHER AM I INSANITY

JUST A GIRL TRYING TO IMPRESS AND GAIN CONNECTION TO

SOMEONE WHO WASNT THERE

BUT NOW ITS BECOMING STRESSING

LEAVING ME GUESSING OR MAYBE AM GONNA CHILL CUZ AM STILL

GONNA BE ME HOM-ME

CUZ UR REALITY IS MY ACTUALITY

AM STILL GONNA BE ME


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Thu 07/10/08 02:45 PM
DANG! drinker

Karon's photo
Thu 07/10/08 04:23 PM
cheers to you too lol

d4tc's photo
Thu 07/10/08 07:50 PM
Nice write! flowerforyou

calmguy3's photo
Thu 07/10/08 09:31 PM
keep them gloves up,:thumbsup: