And how long can one keep battling with internal demons who literally want to take you and your soul away to HELL,and is all you can do to maintain your strength,in the midst of possible doom?
I sometimes wonder if God has an 800 number that maybe I can call to ask if he can call my number early,instead of later,becuase battling what I am currently battling is quite a battle and am afraid of losing eventually?
But,,I am strong,or as strong as I have to be,in order to defeat those demons! Even though I cannot afford my med,that alone will not be the one ting that brings me down! I have maintained before and must continue to maintain as long as I can,and somehow will!
Has anyone else ever gone or is going through this,kinda wish I could find someone who I can relate to,would make this fight alot easier to handle.
Just venting,please forgive?





Thsnkyou for reading,




Rodster

Yes I definitely know what you mean, going through issues of my own. Not gonna go into detail here, but if you want to know more, send me a message and we can talk about it.

Everday I fight but my inner self will not let me give up. I want to but everyday I get up and do what I have to do and when I am there at the edge ready to just fall a small part of me stops and keeps fighting. I am tired and want to close my eyes and rest but when I do it is there. I can only tell you this listen to what is inside of you and keep fighting...........you are never alone you always have people who will encourage you every step of the way. If I can help in anyway email me I will always listen.

I invite you to send me a message on my profile site,would love to know more as I am dealing with being without my meds which I cant afford and seems to be bringing all my internal demons to the surface!




Thanks!



Rodster

I wish I could do it, but I can't email you, don't fit your requirements. You'd have to email me first before I could you back.

I would welcome your help with all my heart,and I Thankyou!

want to email but your age requirements are ages 0 to 0,and apreciate your moral support as well as anyones as well cause this is indeed a bruising battle,but somehow I will either win,or may be on my way to see God if I dont!
Thanks again!

My friend, if there are demons involved... i know I can help... Its a matter of a child filled with the anointing and power of God who can remove those demons from you instantly... but you have free choice, as we all do... its not about do's and don'ts... but rather its about love and caring for one another.... If your serious and really want them gone from your life internally... let me know, I can make them leave you instantly and painlessly... this I know... the question is... are you ready???

Elija

My friend, if there are demons involved... i know I can help... Its a matter of a child filled with the anointing and power of God who can remove those demons from you instantly... but you have free choice, as we all do... its not about do's and don'ts... but rather its about love and caring for one another.... If your serious and really want them gone from your life internally... let me know, I can make them leave you instantly and painlessly... this I know... the question is... are you ready???

Elija

Of course,I am ALWAYS ready! Please proceed!! And Thnxs!