Singing hearts and bleeding souls
For whom the bell tolls
Positive-negative
Passive-agressive behavior
Still I linger
But what for?
I've got no ambition
No determination
Just Aggravation
Irritation
Zombie Nation
Skewing my brain
Making it rain
Caused me to go insane
Never returned the favor
Just wanted diff'rent flavors
No savior
Just antisocial behavior
Not really any good at all
Left to fall
Back into misery
Boredom
Or
Wherever it is that happiness hides
Where it lies
Where it shines
But just engulfed
In a flaming farce
This is life
Still I answer the call
When I'm alone
Flesh and bone
Like Everyone else
While they sneek about
And drink bubbly, alcoholic potions
Epic acid
Placid
Wasted
Hydro-liquor
Schizophonic booze
Or what have you
I sit wanting someone
Lucky; maybe
Bring me flowers
Share a drink with me
Seduce me
Taste me
Breathe me in
Relax in sin
Run your fingers over my skin
I'll take you in
Come closer
Quicker
Hear my brain waves flicker
Gaze into my eyes
Like windows to another world
I blink
And you think
It's gotten fuzzy
Off-center
He's got other whores
They gratify strange urges
In some
Subhuman
Deviant
Neurotic
Alcoholic needs
I wasted my time
The universe floated by
Stars fell around me
Yet I never really knew
Unnoticeable
Unimportant
Unable to get over it
Yet transparent now
I see right through
Yet not
Satisfied
Left with this
Only this
And this only

I'm still lonely.

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YOU SHOULD SING IN MY BAND THAT **** IS OFF THE WALL BABE

Very....HOT....Softyboss

thank you :-*

now that was good