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Tue 12/16/08 05:34 PM
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here lately ,I've been trying to concentrate on me,cause most all my life I think about others and not me at all...so I try to better myself knowing how bad things are 2 days of work, spending all my savings to servive, trying so hard to get a job and not even a call... but not apreciating that i'm not under a bridge, and im still not on food stamps yet<because i still have little savings> and i still have electricity... suddenly last week my ex bf's uncle dies<51> I'm 45, my neighbor lady<47> goes in for a second brain surgery<anurisum>< second one> it fails the ciol did not take the clot broke in two they could not catch them. two strokes come from it simuntainsuly, comes home friday... sat has a heart attack, and she has a 13 and 14 yr old still at home and is told she is a walking time bomb they can do nothing at this point. wth? is my life so bad? I say... I should be thankful.. so now my yr without christmas isn't so bad....think about it...
Is your life so bad? be thankful for what u have, always be giving..life is too short!!! adopt a child for Christmas <I have when I could> Make a difference while you are here to someone else..... deb  Ps.... I dont give a crap if i spelled something wrong long as I got my point out to just one person and Merry Christmas to all who celebrate that.... and Happy holidays to the ones whom don't.
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happy holiday season to you too
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here lately ,I've been trying to concentrate on me,cause most all my life I think about others and not me at all...so I try to better myself knowing how bad things are 2 days of work, spending all my savings to servive, trying so hard to get a job and not even a call... but not apreciating that i'm not under a bridge, and im still not on food stamps yet<because i still have little savings> and i still have electricity... suddenly last week my ex bf's uncle dies<51> I'm 45, my neighbor lady<47> goes in for a second brain surgery<anurisum>< second one> it fails the ciol did not take the clot broke in two they could not catch them. two strokes come from it simuntainsuly, comes home friday... sat has a heart attack, and she has a 13 and 14 yr old still at home and is told she is a walking time bomb they can do nothing at this point. wth? is my life so bad? I say... I should be thankful.. so now my yr without christmas isn't so bad....think about it... Is your life so bad? be thankful for what u have, always be giving..life is too short!!! adopt a child for Christmas <I have when I could> Make a difference while you are here to someone else..... deb Ps.... I dont give a crap if i spelled something wrong long as I got my point out to just one person and Merry Christmas to all who celebrate that.... and Happy holidays to the ones whom don't.
That is very thoughtful and thought provoking. I will keep it in mind. Thank you for sharing.
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Thanks for sharing that, Buttons
That sure did open MY eyes......! 
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happy holiday season to you too
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You're not being selfish, you're just dealing with realities -- and there's nothing wrong with that.
Hey, you were always very good to me from the day I got here! 
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Thanks Buttons!
  
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Ahhh, Deb you are so very cool. I start everyday with Thanksgiving.....even for the snow and cold. I have heat to keep me warm and a car to get to a job I have. I was out of work for over a year before this job, so I know how that is. You are in my thoughts and prayers...you are a beautiful person!!!!
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Ahhh, Deb you are so very cool. I start everyday with Thanksgiving.....even for the snow and cold. I have heat to keep me warm and a car to get to a job I have. I was out of work for over a year before this job, so I know how that is. You are in my thoughts and prayers...you are a beautiful person!!!! Eunice Sorry---I tend to be a thread stopper!!!! |
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thanks mirror and "Dee" lol.. I usually am so giving at Christmas and can't be this yr... feel bad.. but also I need to be thankful for what I still have.... I feel guilty for feeling bad that I have been trying so hard to get a job and it's not happening <been beat down over it and called a loser about it> but I need to be thankful that I have what I have... and to still give what i do have....till the end of time.. just choose diferently how I give with the different times in my life...and not let name callers get me down.. cause deep down I know I'm still a nice person no matter what my situation is...
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aww deb big huggzz.!!!!!
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Thanks Buttons. After reading that I dont feel so bad now
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happy holiday season to you too
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You're not being selfish, you're just dealing with realities -- and there's nothing wrong with that. Hey, you were always very good to me from the day I got here!
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Thanks Buttons!
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eunice u know i always loved ya!!!! you are awesome thats why you are my "friend"! remember that u are special!!and never change the way you are! thanks for being there for me when i needed you!
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Randy.. I have to say..I've known you for a long time.. I've got to say... what a heart of gold!!!! this man has a heart of gold.... and hes hot! lol
 <ok no secret lol I got a thing for him> I would like to see nothing more than him being happy. luv ya my dear friend!
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imsingle I'm glad you joined here, I've seen your posts and think ....I wish there were more people like you on here
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sad these threads sink so fast anymore and people dont get what was typed to them.....I miss Just say hi
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