So here I am.... in the blissful beachshack by the sea....gorgeous blue skies, great music floating through the house (Xavier Rudd)...sandalwood burning, dog snoring at my feet....sand and salt washed away in a wonderful wild ginger and lemon myrtle bath...

Kids are at school for a couple more hours...all the chores done...

*sigh*





I miss him.


I miss annoying him... I miss bugging him...I miss climbing all over him...


I miss constantly fighting for a 6 inch corner of the sheet....for 9/10ths of the night.


I have become **********Gasp!********** dependent on him!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I want a refund!!!!!!!!

I didn't sign up for this working away stuff!!!! I didn't sign up for weeks and weeks of him off doing his stuff he does...(actually I did)...but I want to pretend I didn't.


Gawd, I've become a pathetic limpid!


And the highlight? I get to see an amzing group of Carribean men play steel drum at the tav tonight.......A L o n E.........


I am so pathetic.....anyone would think I like him....

Well you know what PT Barnum said .Theres a sucker born every minute .

<---pathetic limpid loser.....

I love love love sleeping alone.

Just think, after 10 or so years together, you'll be GLAD he's gone for weeks at a time.

awwwww, Jess enjoy some time to yourself, enjoy not having to share the sheet,

get wild, take a walk on the wild side..

Wow, to be missed like that.

He's not new....he's a re-run.


that's how he introduces me... " You guys remember Lee? Yeah...I'm big on recycling."


8 years now.....with time off for poor behaviour.... and I still feel less when he is away.

Yeah well I'll take your kind of loser anytime !I think I remember those times myself ! Or was that a dream ?

That would involve a nunnery..... .....everything else would be normal.

Wow! I tell my daughters You've found the right one when he feels like he's less when he's away.