rainbow trout, just pray for these people. I have been right where you
are at and I had to learn that God says vengeance is mine, i will repay,
and it is a lot more fun to sit back and watch God pour his vengeance
out on someone who has hurt and mistreated us. His vengeance is way more
better than what i could do to someone as a human being

I know, hon. Its just compared to these people my ex was a saint. And we
fought like cats and dogs before it was done. I have been trying to pray
for them but it is like God protect them from me right now. It is still
burning like acid and I am still trying to get rid of this demon. I was
so mad that I could chew iron nails in half. Working at the nursing home
with so many women I finally learned the difference between just
*****ing and drama. It is helping to talk about it. Thanks, hon.

You can probably relate if you have ever been married before. It is
something as simple as picking up trash off the floor instead of keep
walking over it and expecting someone else to pick it up. A little
simple thing that take maybe five minutes to do. It was that simple in
theory but no.

It was one of those things that start out as a molehill and builds into
a mountain. Okay, I just about got this monkey off my back and I am
starting to feel better. Thanks for listening.

rainbow trout, I am so glad that you are releasing this anger inside of
you. believe me, i have truly been where you are at right now, and yes
talking about this is very good. iwill surely say a prayer for you while
you are struggling with all of this mixed emotions right now.
God bless you

Thank you and may God Bless you.