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Topic: What does DeathsTreaty Look Like?
DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:14 PM
I have pics of myself

I just dont use them as my Main

I am not a Demon, spirit, Necromancer or anthing of the Kind

I am a Person

A man

Like other men are?

thats for you to decide

I dont mean to put anyone on the spot

but thought I meantion it

I think maybe thats the thought when people look at my profile

but..If you have any questons, Plz feel free to ask

I like question


PATSFAN's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:16 PM
Looks like a regular guy to me

trgirl's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:17 PM
flowerforyou handsome

moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:18 PM
you look like a guy yes...but ya seem so sad...like for some reason life has let ya down...

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:20 PM
Life Dissappointed me

It is not the Lie most tell

Its a lie made by the ones who say its a lie or Cruel


In a sense Life is not the one that dissappointed me but the People in it

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:20 PM
Thank you TrGirl and Pats

moonlight_ride62's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:24 PM

Life Dissappointed me

It is not the Lie most tell

Its a lie made by the ones who say its a lie or Cruel


In a sense Life is not the one that dissappointed me but the People in it




but you are still so young...you have a lot of living to do...and you have to find happiness deep within yourself..and when you find it there don't let anyone take it from you ever again...

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:30 PM
I havent found what make me Happy Yet


I was told I have a Chemical imbalance, and suffer from depperession, but so far no one has been able to help
Only tried to shove Meds in my face

But,
The Saddness I carry is just part of me I think, I just accepted it
I have not given up on the chance that things will change
I just havent seen it yet

Where ever, what ever, who ever, how ever it will be, My happiness isnt my own yet

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:34 PM
More questions Plz ^^


I like it when people are curious and ask....



Have fun with it


I think thats what I do

FearandLoathing's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:34 PM
Edited by FearandLoathing on Mon 10/19/09 05:34 PM


Life Dissappointed me

It is not the Lie most tell

Its a lie made by the ones who say its a lie or Cruel


In a sense Life is not the one that dissappointed me but the People in it




but you are still so young...you have a lot of living to do...and you have to find happiness deep within yourself..and when you find it there don't let anyone take it from you ever again...


Some people are happy in accepting that mankind will never really be anything more than disappointment...but that takes a special kind of person, typically from someone who has seen both faces of man. People are only good until it ceases to help their cause...has been my experience, and strangely I'm okay with it.

Cheers Death, hopefully life doesn't take you down to the level it has crippled me too.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:35 PM
Hello Fear
been a while



Im sry to hear


I think Life will change in time...soon I think

MuayThai's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:37 PM
Honestly... you seem to be fishing for compliments. The people who are the most depressed are the ones who don't wear their heart on their sleeve. They are the people who wear a mask of false happiness. I know those people. They're usually somewhere harming themselves... physically or otherwise. I worry for them, because it's usually the ones who say nothing that are the most content to have no one know their pain.

FearandLoathing's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:40 PM

Honestly... you seem to be fishing for compliments. The people who are the most depressed are the ones who don't wear their heart on their sleeve. They are the people who wear a mask of false happiness. I know those people. They're usually somewhere harming themselves... physically or otherwise. I worry for them, because it's usually the ones who say nothing that are the most content to have no one know their pain.


You fail to realize the multiple different types of depression, there are many depressed people that are very outward with it. Study psychology before trying to pull an online psychological profile.

no photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:41 PM

I havent found what make me Happy Yet


I was told I have a Chemical imbalance, and suffer from depperession, but so far no one has been able to help
Only tried to shove Meds in my face

But,
The Saddness I carry is just part of me I think, I just accepted it
I have not given up on the chance that things will change
I just havent seen it yet

Where ever, what ever, who ever, how ever it will be, My happiness isnt my own yet


well you don't have a defeated attitude, and that's one thing i like about you...there's hope there...most friends i have that are depressed..nothing brings joy or even an occasional smile to their face...i don't get that from you...

*hugz*

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:45 PM
I dont realy smile, laugh enjoy much....I try to...mostly fail...

but I think a try is ok for now



I dont cut myself, or others
I may be deperessed, but I dont belive that it has made me Weak
Not completly at least

no photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:46 PM


Honestly... you seem to be fishing for compliments. The people who are the most depressed are the ones who don't wear their heart on their sleeve. They are the people who wear a mask of false happiness. I know those people. They're usually somewhere harming themselves... physically or otherwise. I worry for them, because it's usually the ones who say nothing that are the most content to have no one know their pain.


You fail to realize the multiple different types of depression, there are many depressed people that are very outward with it. Study psychology before trying to pull an online psychological profile.


exactly

no photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:46 PM

Honestly... you seem to be fishing for compliments. The people who are the most depressed are the ones who don't wear their heart on their sleeve. They are the people who wear a mask of false happiness. I know those people. They're usually somewhere harming themselves... physically or otherwise. I worry for them, because it's usually the ones who say nothing that are the most content to have no one know their pain.


I don't see DT as "fishing for compliments" so much as he is trying to get a handle on life.

I admire his openness, his candor, his ability to phrase things in such a way that his feelings and sensations are clear. This is a rare gift.

While I agree with your premise that there are many dangerously depressed people who never let the mask slip at all, who spend enormous amounts of time and energy in perpetrating a facade of normalcy, I would also add that different people handle different problems in different ways.

Maybe I'm biased because I have experienced so much of what DT has mentioned in these forums. Maybe this creates a rapport that is difficult for other people to grasp. I don't know.

DT is multi-faceted -- did you see the "Counting Posts" he did awhile back? He has a sense of humor, and he's intelligent. He can communicate well.

And sometimes he struggles with his own reality. I think a lot of us do. Most of us just aren't quite so open about it....


FearandLoathing's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:49 PM


Honestly... you seem to be fishing for compliments. The people who are the most depressed are the ones who don't wear their heart on their sleeve. They are the people who wear a mask of false happiness. I know those people. They're usually somewhere harming themselves... physically or otherwise. I worry for them, because it's usually the ones who say nothing that are the most content to have no one know their pain.


I don't see DT as "fishing for compliments" so much as he is trying to get a handle on life.

I admire his openness, his candor, his ability to phrase things in such a way that his feelings and sensations are clear. This is a rare gift.

While I agree with your premise that there are many dangerously depressed people who never let the mask slip at all, who spend enormous amounts of time and energy in perpetrating a facade of normalcy, I would also add that different people handle different problems in different ways.

Maybe I'm biased because I have experienced so much of what DT has mentioned in these forums. Maybe this creates a rapport that is difficult for other people to grasp. I don't know.

DT is multi-faceted -- did you see the "Counting Posts" he did awhile back? He has a sense of humor, and he's intelligent. He can communicate well.

And sometimes he struggles with his own reality. I think a lot of us do. Most of us just aren't quite so open about it....




This is the way I see Death's post, he is trying to understand. Everyone deals with depression differently. Some ignore it and continue to put on a happy face when they are out, others turn and try to understand it, some people neglect their feelings and just "fit in", of course there are multitudes of different personalities and disorders and with them come multitudes of ways to deal with it.

I admire Death with this post, hopefully he can come to the understanding I believe he is seeking here.

FearandLoathing's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:51 PM

I dont realy smile, laugh enjoy much....I try to...mostly fail...

but I think a try is ok for now



I dont cut myself, or others
I may be deperessed, but I dont belive that it has made me Weak
Not completly at least



There is no weakness in acceptance mate, you have us here for support if you need it.

luv2roknroll's photo
Mon 10/19/09 05:51 PM
I liked your posts...

I liked your name...

I read your profile...

I sent you a friend request...

than saw this thread.

Niccccccce.flowerforyou

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