you may care
but does it truly
mean they care for you
as needing someone
by there side
threw hard times
and calling any time
of the nite or day
you wonder
do they truly care
on how you feel
when your down and out
i dont feel angry. just depressed
for unknown reason
but then you never know
the past could be holding that
back . there is no fear for
there shouldnt be
just wishing someone
would give more respect
i guess i could say
to only very few
that proved they cared
by standing through any crisis
great and small
now i truly feel i need a drink
everyone has there moments
so i guess this one i can do go through
them again. on my own.
i can say this much. im not dumb
to take my own life. and of course
that wouldnt be a consider
just rather go through my moments
that i do every so often. like today is just one of those
days im depressed. no need for meds. cant stand what i take now