frustrated.
angered.
resentfulness.

i want to blame me for feeling Attracted to you.

why do i harvest such one sided feelings?

you try to kill me but i flip you off without you looking only to show you that you cannot kills us.

you can kill you, but you will never kill me.

i am already dead.

i am a zombie during the day.

a vampire at night.

i moan over blood.

you killed me, but im not dead.

i am still here. ready to haunt you with love.

i know it doesn't make sense but you cant hurt me.

i will not allow you to break through my numbed exterior.

you can say what you want to say but in my eyes you
gave me something that i never had. something so special to me
that i know no matter how psycho i go, i will be here to moan.

i will drink your blood. as when i was your first.

i will taunt you with love because i refuse to let go of what you gave me and how it all works i dont know yet but i know you cannot bring me back to life.

you think you can take the best part of me and raise it on your own but don't be suprised if you wake up one day to find him gone.

you did something my ex wife would never do to me no matter how much she despised me at our worst.

you want to use me for a baby? my first born? the one who looks just like me? well, you don't know what you got yourself into. and the only way out...

is to accept what i must do.

you will not hurt me. you cannot give me life.

only my son can resurrect me.

only he can, bring me back to life.

been missing you

I cannot think of a rose without wondering about you.You have been missed, you know.

KEEP the HEART lit,,and the words spit,,,,Nice write man,,good to read ya..