You weren't supposed to do that.
You weren't supposed to touch me.
You weren't supposed to heal me.
You weren't supposed to fill me with joy.


You weren't supposed to make me laugh.
But you did.
I can not forget you.
You got me.
The joke's on me now.

Now I cry.
Unexpectedly.
Unpredictably.
Unwanted tears.
Pained tears.

I feel I lost a part of me.
I never believed in soul mates.
At least...
Not till you.

And now you have gone.
Left me in a world of confusion.
Of pain, defeat, fear.
Oh, I should have stopped you.
And I didn't.
I wish I hadn't of been so afraid.

I miss you.
I regret not speaking up.
Not stopping you from leaving.
Please.
Come back.
Please.

that is beautiful