Did i try to run away from you?
you anyway spoke to me,
in the people around me, on the breeze,
they, uttering the things in order that you've only ever said,
utterances that today hid you away in silence, not thinking an ear to hear,
was near in me. But i heard anyway, this which you didn't say, inaudibles,
And now i certain of where i am at,
not that being away can be taken back,
or there is anything to be apart from,
but there is always a little something,
drawing, drawing, an inner will to begin,
not just a me and you ordeal,
but the transplanting of starts, a variety to someday harvest,
when your needs are less.
Pack the soil over me.
I'm sorry that i made someone else steal your voice,
a ventriloquist of neither here or there but everywhere present.
The role must somehow be played in this drama.
Even if you did with your messaging, audition late,
This part would have more suiting been done by you....
Tomorrow will try to make up,
(but today was best for me too)
all that a time and place can do.
But even anyway, here or nor-there,
My friend to be with.

I like this one too..