I was in play,
and still, it doesn't insta heal the rug burn,
oh, but who is to blame?
I can be a scapegoat, but i don't know if i'd do any good,
to have you shift your focus outside yourself,
or through yourself, idk.
Then you can do science,
and wear a white lab coat,
dissect, and remain a kid,
and ask infant questions, which is okay,
and cling to unreasonable fantasies and ridiculousness,
which should be avoided.
Nothing nobodys, i at least want to be something,
a me, But not something i'm not.
and i'm not good now, i'm pushing my potential,
it may edge over the deep end,
but if my awareness wins over bad bents,
I may not be a horrible friend,
I may be a good enemy to have,
toss you a sword if you have none, trying to be worthy enough,
to stand for an issue,
To die well, what a great event!
To spend my time with people here or apart,
and break down barriers.
My life, i want to start,
Give me slow building momentum, I'll provide my own spark,
If i'm nurtured, i'll try to give it back.
If i nurture myself, i will definitely overflow