pacific star -- I'm talking wiht in days of sleeping wiht some one -- not weeks --- the first break up had to do with him lying to me about drugs and him not doing them and then coming off of them, I stood by him and went through the hell of it all. After he flipped out and kicked my son out at age 14 I had to leave with my son.
Has nothing to do with "pining" it had to do with some one who i gave my heart too and some one who came around wanting us back together and appologizing, some one who I could actually see our dreams building a life together.....I guess I'm just different when I give myself to some one -- it is me all of me just just small part and I would work on trying to make things work.
I'm hurting because of some one being able to throw a supposed love away and not work on anything and hop into bed sharing something extremely intamate wiht some one else wiht in 48 hours --- at least I could never do something like that unless I never really loved that person -- of course then I could never jump into bed with any one in that short of a time anyway.

My prayers for peace and closure go out to you. No one can really understand the feelings and emotions that make this so hard for you, but maybe just the fact that you know people are taking time to think about you and pray, will be a sign that you are on the correct path. My heart goes out to you. Try to have a good day. Or maybe try to have a good hour.

country,, i know what ya going through, my ex fiance was soooooo heart broken when i left her,, she had been cheating on me and doing drugs, i found out,, i left, but she swore she wouldnt make it through the night. but come to find out, the very next day,, around 12 hours or so, she was in the sack with one of my supposed friends. see how much she loved me?

so far, being in a situation where the guy doesn't want to have a damn thing to do with me but I like him, I've tried wine, cookies, and now a lobotomy is starting to look promising.

I'm having a tough time with this one myself. Let me know if you get any helpful advice :)

Valerie

listen to your friends here at JSH and learn from their experiences....they are all right and it is his loss. hun, what you are going through will make you a much stronger woman, this i know first hand and it will get easier, i promise. just remember...when one door closes, another one opens and you have to take the risk of stepping through that next door. if God brings you to it, hun...He will bring you through it!