I've sit here many of day's and night's
looking out the window thanking of her
wondering where she is.
is she thanking of me.
i know deep down i my heart she is not.
but why do i.

I wonder why and how can you just give
up on a love you thought was ment to be
until the end.


I sit here wondering will my heart
ever mend,now that it is broken
will my heart ever feel love again.

I sit here knowing i should just put
her away,and move on but it ant that ez
when she was my frist real love.

as i sit here by the window wondering
at my age will i ever find love again
and mend my BROKEN HEART.

Healing takes time, when the time is right you will find that special one. Beautiful write from the heart

Yo Dude, Been where you are at right now. Yea men go throught it also.I guess it's not the manley thing to do. Yea it hurts but let it go. I can say that now but it took me a long 7 years to get over her. What i have left to love is the daughter we had together and my three grandchildren.... It will work out for you...Press forward and don't look back.....

May the Angels of Healing and Peace surround you

Thank you all, it's been a long 7 almost 8 year's now
she is alway's trying to come back in my life
off and on when she is the one who lift me
for a guy doing time.when they fight she's tilling
me how thing's could be better. ya right

Keep Strong - Life is too short to allow someone to love you as less as you deserve.

Hey Rick, first off, beautiful write, coming from the heart. But I have been there done that. I sit and ponder and ponder and sit, Until I just can't figure why things didn't fit. Just a little rhyme. But the more I ponder, the more it drudges up the past. That is one thing we have to let go. We can't fix it. We can't turn back the hands of time. Lord knows how many times I have wanted too, but this is our destiny. Things happen for a reason. Can't figure them out, but it is not for us to question why...la da ta da da...you know the rest. Have a great and hope the best for ya.

Run Rick...don't put yourself in a back up position.... You're ok.... she? well she lost her comfort zone and things will be fine until she finds another... She made her bed...leyt her sleep in it

U R all right it's time i close the door behind her
and lock it,i need to strong and with the heip of all
of you i can be thank's

Going through that now myself so I know what your feeling...just have to know in time the pain will leave...wish you the best