Will, so you know that your not alone. I even managed to put in two
lines from Blue oyster cult for ya....


Crossroads of the mind

A sadness encompasses me
My time is coming to an end.
I look at my tattered armor,
And realize the battle has taken
All that I could give.
I am not sure if there is anything left of me
All the scars are on the inside away from life.
As I lie here looking up into the sky
I wonder if this is how it is going to end.
If I close my eyes will it be forever?
I have fought this battle many times
And now I wonder if I can win again.
I now have thoughts of failure
And this failure will cost me my life.
As the pounding starts again
I don’t know if I can take the pain.
I am at the crossroads of my mind
The path to freedom
Is nowhere in sight.
As it starts to rain I welcome it.
The rain is a friend that hides the tears
So outside appearances is well
While inside the battle rages on.
There is no glory
There is no winner
Only salvation.