Each time I see your profile pic, the same thoughts run in my mind..How I wish I could make you mine, even if for sometime if not forever..I wonder if possible,will you agree to meet me in person? If I told you my feelings, will you reject me in your ego or accept me with open arms?
If only you knew my thoughts, would you smile and be amazed or get a retraining order against me lol..If only you could see yourself from my eyes..how perfect you are..in face, in body, in height, in personality, in heart, in intelligence..its your perfection that makes me hesitate..makes me feel uneasy coz I am not perfect..Its your perfection that stops me from a making a move. How was I supposed to know that someone like you was on this website? Someone who could sweep me off my feet.
If only you knew how fast my heart used to beat whenever I messaged you or each time we were chatting. How I would be nervous that my fingers would literally shake when writing a message..coz I would be trying so hard not to make a fool out of myself by saying something stupid. Those butterflies, that nervousness..I guess this is what a crush feels like..How I fell sick for three days when we first stopped chatting..lovesick? lol
Maybe you knew everything and pretended not to or maybe you were going through the same feelings as me..

And yet here we are..instead of two adults, acting like two kids waiting to see who can give in first..who wins, who loses..Why we playing this game?
Why we used to fight so much? Why anything we do seems like an indirect attack to get back at each other? Why we trying to get even with each other?

I don't know and I am sure neither do you.

I wonder if we will get back together or will the distance keep growing between us until its too late..

People in Fiji Islands used to be so happy-go-lucky

seems like there's climate change ..

We still are
I guess there's love in the air atm so we are abit moody and lost for now lol