We just have to remember God knows what we need and what we want. Most of the time what we want is not what we need. I feel when those 2 things are the same it is because of God.

G. Don’t feel regrets. As hard as your current situation looks now, you will come from it stronger!
You kept the best part of your relationship: your daughter!
Stop following or him in any social media platforms. Stop torturing yourself, is hard to let go but you have ti start doing it. You can do it girl!
Just don’t let your issues with him to become your daughter’s. Keep those 2 relationships separate.
My prayers are with you and your daughter.

I adore you Sparky for such words

Girlie..I can understand the pains you go through..if he has moved on while your still struggling, definitely that's painful for the soul, not at all an easy thing to bear that too when we have the responsibility in taking care of kid..we tend to lose ourselves but we try to put additional efforts taking care of kid which is a tough thing..

you should take your time in knowing if the thoughts about him now is in any way giving you inner peace, why should you suffer and end up in sickness while you know he is happy, does he bother if you turn sick or does he worry if he knows that your crying?

think about what you should do next for you n your kid, you are strong, pat yourself, you are a wonderful mom..

Spend time for yourself(do whatever that makes you feel better), decide what you want to do next, surrender that decision to God, you will definitely get the peace and you can proceed in doing the next steps..

And while you engage yourself doing all the things you've decided, keep prayer as your constant thing everyday..
As Poetrywriter said, God knows what you want, only if we surrender the soul to God to fulfil His will, then we realise that He's working on us!

You will feel better Girlie.. Il pray for you n your kid..

God knows all then pain and sorrow.

yes, i unfriend him , so that my child can no longer contact him. after that he also stop posting on his account.
i just keep on praying, god will help me mend my heart. every now and then, memories torturing me. Soon, when im okay, for the daughter I'll do it.

Thank you for including me in your prayers. yes, you are right, it punishing myself too much. I never give up on praying.