standing on the sidelines waiting for you to care

bottled up emotions, that i just need to share

i gave you my heart and i thought i had yours

but you changed your mind, and threw mine out the door

we still talk, and laugh and joke

but honeslty when was the last time your heart really spoke

i cant tell how you feel, you keep it inside

scared someone is going to hurt you, scared to damage your pride

i sometimes wonder is there someone else

and you just string me along to please yourself

it must be nice to know your unconditionally loved

but to me it feels like on the outside is where i get shoved

honestly i dont know why i hold on

some say i should have been long gone

but there is something about you that makes me feel safe

sometimes i feel like in your arms would be the perfect place

but then there are times when you act like im an interuption to your life

and you say crazy hurtful things that cut through me like a knife

ive never heard an im sorry or whoops i made a mistake

i guess you words were true, and what i feel should be fake

but if you could just look into my eyes and truelly see my soul

you wouldnt see to much because you have left a hole

i try to let you know that i dont want anyone but you

but i guess im a nobody and your looking for someone new

if only for once you let me express how i feel

without stopping me, because what im saying seems to real

or maybe you just dont care what i have to say

maybe one day you will, when i give up and walk away

i think you have it in your head that im not going to leave

i just have to tell you...dont be so fu-ck-ing nieve

cause there is someone out there right now who'd give me the world

but im here waiting for you, i must be a stupid, stupid girl

of the many things weve been through, and the hurdles that weve crossed

now i am nothing to you...ive just been tossed

i want you to know how it makes me feel that there is something wrong with being me

like im not good enough or that i would never be

have i cared to much, said i love you one to many times

im confused about this...but know ill be fine

it makes me angry and it makes me cry

but you wouldnt know...cause your just a guy

so think about this and just set my heart free

cause ive come to realize...i dont think you ever wanted me

just tell me the truth im not want you want or need at all

that i just fu-ck-ed up when i let myself fall

great

thanks for the comments~

love is blindest behind closed eyes
adrift in reverie
awake this sleeping beauty
with one kiss
she can yet be free

justme, your answers are there from the one who knows what she truly needs, but is confused by what she "believes" she wants.

Feed the need, starve out those fake wants.

Just a thought.

sound's like true feeling's
been ther done that,
it get's better..