My world has become timeless
sometimes very dim as I look at it
People faces pulsate
I watch when I read
The words begin to look funny
they move around, grow faint
sometimes the world becomes
very bright- objects pulsate
The world seems very unreal

Now and then when I look in the mirror
my face changes and seems different
I feel rays of energy upon me
Often I see sparks or spots of light
floating before me
I hear my own thoughts echoing
outside my head and empy courtyard
Eyes pierce and frighten me
they interfere with my body to hele me My hands and feet
sometimes are muct too large some of my organs may even be dead
Perhaps my stomah is dead
my bowels definately are dead
How often have I felt
another voice in my head
Strange sounds some
laughing
frighens me
Voice from the radio,
Television, tape dects
talk to and about me
My ears burn with exposure
times my mind goes blank
aware that people are talking about me
There are times when they read my mind
There mya even be some kind of plot
When I come into a new situation
it is occasionally a repeat
one that happened before
I red other people's minds
hear m own thoughts very clearly
as if they were a voice.
find that past, present, and future seem all muddled up Time has
changed recently on I'm not sure how People are messing with my mind to harm me everything seems to be altered
to big or too small, out of proportion Every so often I leave my body my hadn and feet look awfully far way the bones feel soft
I am no longer sure who I am

Written by DS Black - From a schizophrenic journal....