Sometimes its hard to tell when you've hit rock bottom.
Feet don't touch the ground.. it seems you just keep fallin.
Everything you had is gone cept the memories of the drama.
The trauma, the lies and the betrayal, question everthing you've known asking GOD why have you allowed this.
Pain wells up inside so deep U lose your will to try.
You lay and try to close your eyes but thats when the demons come alive!!
I fear I've reached the point I'M NEVER COMING BACK.
Serenity so far escaped I might never get a grasp.
The bitter sounds of silence.. have never been so loud.
Voices in my head they SCREAM!!! DO IT!! END IT ALL!!!
Dreams all fade to Black from a hazy shade of gray.
I'm crawling in my skin yet, I survived another day...

I hope your doing well this evening and these words are just that,,, My arms reach out to you and when you feel life can be no more and your limbs are numb,, remember you are never alone,,,

Hugs to you

these are just the words that got me thru it..

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Sweetie,, never alone are you,, so when you need a shoulder or just an ear,, Yell real loud,, I will hear ya,,,, Smile.... Friends come in all shape, size's and packages,,, and some thru a monitor,,, You are never alone...

Actually you probably won't have to scream very loud, you what they say about Mom don't you?


Mom is always only a whisper away.



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WELL through your words here, I HAVE LIVE that life..
Im glad yours is an after thought..
GOOD POEM and good feelings of a bad time.

I to have felt that way,but your never alone,and I'm glad that your thoughts and write got you through it.

thank you all.. i am finding that not only do i have poetry but my new found friends here as well.. I may not know all of you on a first name basis but I truely do appreciate the appreciation for my work... to all of you and ofcourse to all my 420 friends