Well - quite a few responses. Thanks, but I don't think just up and popping out of the house without anyway to support myself is a good idea. I may be getting tired of this, but not so much that I'm ready to abandon logic.

...2 days.

Here's an easy bullet-list version because I'm not quite in the mood to unleash a needlessly emo rant:

- 19, gay
- parents are trying to cure me of gay and don't let me out someplace "suspicious"
- only option for relationships is local community college
- no gay people at said college that aren't either taken or creepy
- have to go online and hope no one finds out
- if found out, or go out to somewhere, will either be thrown out of house/livelihood, permanently trapped in house, or sent to some kind of gay camp to cure me (yes, I have just used the pejorative term for gay to refer to those things).

Suggestions?

I'm a little apprehensive on this specific forum, what with general online dating awkwardness (I feel much more comfortable in person with that kind of stuff), but besides that-

I act the same everywhere, forum, real life, etc.

! Well, I assumed by the advertisement in your message that you were a spambot. I apologize for that.

Oh, it's not really so much that I'm ready to throw in the towel as much as it is general awkwardness dealing with online dating.

Do we exist?

I'm not sexy!

But I be posting!

Well, it's my first time on a real dating site...yeah. Is it just me, or is it pretty dead around here? It doesn't look like there's been a single person around me on within the last month...