I been hurt by certain types of women. They liars, immature,ugly, and had nightmares that plus size and ugly are perfect to you. Game players who drink, smoke and do drugs, jealous, judgement , materialistic, racist, possessive, brain blasting, back stabbing, and bossy ladies. The reason I been constantly laughed and there are people at me. I do not go back to that those traumatizing experiences ever again. I like to meet a young who is slender to average. Please forgive me.

Huh?? ok

I hope I did not hurts if I did please forgive me. I do not relive those nightmares ever again.

Start fresh man and let it go. Recognize those people with demons and walk away

Start fresh man and let it go. Recognize those people with demons and walk away

OP so all this rant is about you wanting a slender woman?

I must correct myself I like a slender to average lady who can accept for I am

Personal experience can cause people to associate certain aspects to a type of person,

for example if a women is raped by a really tall slender man, she may associate those particular physical characteristic with the rape, and avoid tall slender men, perhaps even unconsciously,

so it's absolutely possible that if someone has suffered abuse at the hands of a larger women, that he associates that abuse with larger women and would seek out the opposite to it.

so it may not just be a rant, perhaps it is completely genuine. ..

You express yourself very clearly, James. Don't let people take advantage of you.

gamer players, smoke, do drugs etc.. comes in all shapes and sizes.. I have to wonder wouldn't it be better not to worry so much about the outside of a person than the inside?

I am not saying you don't have any right to want what you want I am just saying in my humble opinion not to get hung up on the outer body that you miss something really special out there.To me that would be a travesty in all itself

Young and slender for Special Needs Disability.
Tall order.
Be careful