As I sat there waiting for you:

As I sat there waiting for you, I tingled with the thought of hearing your voice.

As I sat there waiting for you, I anxiously scanned the crowd and watched every movement in the hopes that it was you.

As I sat there waiting for you, I had fantasies of feeling your warm breath behind my ear as you whispered hello.

As I sat there waiting for you, I thought of how your hand would feel guiding me through the crowd as we left to go to your place.

As I sat there waiting for you, my hands wrung nervously together and I thought of them exploring your body.

As I sat there waiting for you, I looked away from other glances wondering if they could read my thoughts of you and how I wanted our bodies to be so intimately entwined.

As I sat there waiting for you, I kept looking at the time and wondering if I'd made a fool of myself.

As I sat there waiting for you, I took a very small sip of my drink at a time, trying to give you a chance to get there.

As I sat there waiting for you, I realized you weren't really going to show up....I looked at my empty glass and left.

JMI

Thanks Tazz. When that happens part of you hopes it really was just a mis-communication and/or bad timing. But then the common sense side of you reminds you: "you're such an idiot". I have alot of common sense

(((((((Jemare)))))))

Jemare,,YOUR not an idot for believing in someone's words to you..We all want to believe and trust others,,like their in that same thoughts,,as we have. But many just get-off,,with playing others feelings and hearts,,like their nothing..
I think THIS POEM,,is very well said,,and loved,,
As it is a place,,,where ALL OF US HAVE SET BEFORE...
and WE SHALL AGAIN SET WAITING,,,because WE BELIEVE!

for your long wait,,enjoy these flowers..
and heres some love now heres my

Thanks for the thoughts Leigh & Terry. But in all fairness, I don't think he's a player. It COULD have been the combination of timing and mis-communication. I assumed that with MY e-mail sent, that it was a mutual meeting. But you know, you can only wait so long in life, and when someone really wants you....they'd be there. This is why I don't like to put myself out there

It has indeed happen to me more times than I care to think about. I have finished my coffee then find a good movie to go see. Then I find that I had a better time, just doing things on my own. The stress of meeting then just fades away. Thinking will they like me, will they understand my feelings or care. I do not have too much common sense. Really feel they missed a nice time. I do feel like I was, idiot to have high hopes. I do remind myself that having hope is still exciting.

WELL SAID Tazz.....

:)

I do not speak often, I do try my best when I do. Thank you sir. Your words are indeed, deeper and more relevant than mine.

Tazz,,to be real here with you man,,No heart has deeper depths than others,,as for their giving,,and relevancy is merely who TYPES here,,,, and call me terry or T,,I'm no sir,,but I do appreciate your kindness.. YOUR words have as much power as mine,,or anyones on here,,as they COME FROM EXPERINCES that YOU LIVED..
THATS,,POWER MAN,,and much wisdom learned to help others out with..
I respect the heck out of you Tazz...