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Mon 01/03/11 01:20 PM
Can you get clinically depressed for no reason?
This really is not like me..its kinda freaking me out..
Is it just me? Do any of u ever feel that darkness.?

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Mon 01/03/11 01:20 PM
Can you get clinically depressed for no reason?
This really is not like me..its kinda freaking me out..
Is it just me? Do any of u ever feel that darkness.?

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Mon 01/03/11 01:04 PM
Worn down, tired, disheartened,&beatin bloody,
By life and human cruelty.
I'm like a pencil that has been sharpened to much..
Nothing left but a nub.....and darkness..........
Does anybody else ever feel this? This pit..this darkness?..
God! I'm usual the most optimistic person you'd ever
meet..anybody?

Standing alone in the rain,
With nothing 4 shelter except my pain.
The icy water chills my bones,
And lets me know I'm all alone,
A foggy haze of fear and grief,
Comes to offer no relief,
My broken heart has turned to mush,
Then misery gives the final push,
I fall into the dark abyss,
& in defiance i blow a goodbye kiss,...kinda like that

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Sat 12/11/10 06:16 AM
yup
ever lick a frozen flag pole

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Sat 12/11/10 06:14 AM
vivid technicolor dreams shrouded in the mists of subconsciousness,
with the eclectic aromas of emotions wafting on the winds of my mindsmokin

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Sat 11/20/10 03:38 PM


I know I know, we're all just a bunch of people that have loose morals, don't care about really finding a good companion, selfish, and walled off from getting really close to anyone because of synosism, fear, or inability to care......
........
Was that steeped in to much sarcasm?

Needless categorizing and labeling people you don't know could be the reason your jaded...
Let go of that luggage hun....
oh bedlum... Lol! I'm not here to argue or fight with anyone. My jadedness has nothing to do with categorizing or labeling people or what is going on here. If me sticking up for someones feelings makes me a bad person... Then I'm Satan!
im sorry, I didn't realize my post was about you...not every thing is....lmao

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Fri 11/19/10 07:32 PM
Lol...not yet
Ever sneeze and fart at the same time?

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Fri 11/19/10 07:16 PM
Look fine to meflowerforyou

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Fri 11/19/10 07:13 PM
Yep
Ever make shadow puppets?

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Fri 11/19/10 04:12 PM
Yes.
Ever dance a jig?

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Sat 11/13/10 12:13 PM
Two movies I want to see made...
The hobbit
&
Avatar#2

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Sat 11/13/10 12:10 PM
Got any raisins? No? How about a date?

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Sat 11/13/10 12:06 PM
I know I know, we're all just a bunch of people that have loose morals, don't care about really finding a good companion, selfish, and walled off from getting really close to anyone because of synosism, fear, or inability to care......
........
Was that steeped in to much sarcasm?

Needless categorizing and labeling people you don't know could be the reason your jaded...
Let go of that luggage hun....

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Sat 11/13/10 09:14 AM
So you walk up to a girl and showing her the watch on your wrist you say. "you know my watch is a magic watch?"..
"It lets me know anything I want", she says "really and what is it telling you"? "well its telling me you have no panties on".
She replies "well it's wrong, I happen to be wearing panties"
To which you respond..."oh I forgot to tell you, my watch is 20 minutes fast"

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Sat 11/13/10 09:00 AM
RUN WOMAN...RUN!!!!
THAT'S WAY TO CRAZY...AND THERE REALLY ISN'T ANY EXCUSE FOR THAT BEHAVIOR....

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Sat 11/13/10 08:54 AM
Works good for me after a particularly stressful day...
Shamans have used it forever...I'm keen and on aromas ,sounds, and natural things to help ease consciousness..only when needed though

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Sat 11/13/10 08:49 AM
Or if you don't like smoking you can brew a tea with it...i personaly think our dreams are a portal to true self...if your feeling guilty, sad, angry ,confused, happy, depressed,etc.etc.
it all plays out in our dreams..if you pay attention to them you can make waking life more comfortable

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Sat 11/13/10 08:41 AM
Smoke blue lotus flower...very mild...awesome for lucid dreaming

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Sat 11/13/10 08:36 AM
Yes
Ever actually ROFL?

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Fri 11/12/10 01:24 PM
Oooooohweeeeee!
Now this is baked!!smokin

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